Yes, it's weird.
For a week, I went from 400mg of testosterone base per day, to 0 during my vacation, I think that my came back to normal because I had no crash symprome.
But I was actually more masculine than ever during this period, in the more "anchored" and social sense.
I resumed the taste of music too, under testosterone I just want to listen to music loaded in sexuality and/or aggressiveness, no more "joyful".
I am no longer so curious too, in general.
There is also this strange state of ataraxia, my whole family could die in excruciating suffering I would not have to give a damn, even if I like them.
+ Have you tried DHEA/DHT suddenly?