You have to eat an extra 3500 calories above your daily needs in order to gain a pound of fat. If you went from 8-10% bf then obese in just a few months, do you have any idea how many calories you had to be eating? You'd think that after just a week of stuffing your face with THOUSANDS of extra calories you'd catch on. Oops I better get back to maintenance and stop eating this dozen donuts after dipping them in lard.
I mean give me a break. It's not like the obese monster just snuck up on you one day and slapped on an extra 100lbs or 350,000 calories! Or you ate an extra 5850 calories per day over maintenance for 2 months. Now that is some willpower and effort!
I guess I can just as well answer, since we won't get this thread back on topic ever it seems!
Well, the first time I
ever felt off my training lifestyle was when covid hit in 2019, I'm born in 1980, and in the years before I had dealt with and escaped a psychopathic business partner, and experienced some rather nasty private stressing things - and I gained 20 kg - can't remember if it was over a 6 months period or how long ... When you have several traumatic events to take care off and work 14 hour days 7 days a week and shit just keep happening, - it simply sneaks up upon you.
The feeling I had was literally going to bed and waking up 20 kg heavier, I know that's not how it was, but that's how it FELT.
Well, then you go 6 months on 600-1200 kcals (it's like day one of starting to hold your breath), after the 6 months you go maintenance back then because I was training my maintenance was okay high around 2800 kcals and I kept that for a year.
Now you have been restraining yourself under pressure for a year and a half, and you lose yourself ... on top of the food I ate when being healthy, you order an extra pizza, eat a litre of ice cream... whatever makes the pain and the food noice just shut up... obviously it starts by you allowing yourself ONE binge day, turns into a binge weekend, a binge week, just one binge month and you will be at it again... easily you overeat by 5000 kcals a day (I'm sure I ate MORE) ... will according to your own calculations 70 days later you have gained 100lbs.
Now you get out of shape, training already becomes a bitch, walking is a pain but you manage ... you use 6 months again cuts down in weight you don't entirely get down there, but almost and get satisfied with your results (notice doing this the second time is a lot harder) ... so your force yourself to stay at maintenance for a year (it's lower this time around, let's say 2400 kcals) and your brain and nervous system now yells 10 times as loud for kcals and crap .... well eventually you cave again ... the exact same things happens, when you wake up from it you are a lot heavier ...
Well, I repeated this one-third time ... took me 60 kg of gain to stop myself this time! ... Had I been doing steroids, I would have looked like the Hulk. But naa ... in this state, real training is not possible, I do some pullups and some pushups, I can't really walk due to the state this weight puts my feet in ....
The problem is, at this point .. the food monster is yelling for you to eat yourself up to 100 kg of extra fat ...
It's hard for people who haven't tried it to imagine really.
I haven't read the thread but reading this reminded me of something that makes me laugh today.
First time I ever broke while dieting, looking back I was probably 6-8% bf but didn't know better since I was never that lean and have loose skin. I remember the day I broke I ate 26 donuts and a gallon of milk. Over the next month I was binging and exercise purging and eventually just started eating food I'd throw away out of the trash. I was working a trash cleaner esq job and would legit eat donuts out of the trashcan when nobody could see me. Prior to breaking I'd drink north of 4 gallons of MIO flavored water a day and eating just made me want more.
Only gained like, 15 pounds btw. So big ups because I lost 120 in that timeframe.
The joy of dieting for me. Once I hit my goal physique I'm never gaining weight and dieting again more than 5-10 pounds. But for some reason I go through 8-10 month periods of being really strict and just 2-4 months of just all out fucking free for all binges. Last episode took 2 years to fix and caused me to do that stupid shit I did on my first posts.
Rather spot on how it happens with the donuts, gallon of milk, and MIO flavored water - I'm glad I never went for trashcans in those periods, dude that's intense! I only ended up ordering like 4000 kcals of pizza and 3000 kcal ice cream after dinner (ate it on top of what I had eaten while being on my maintenance diet).