Rumors Stanford, etc.

Came into your own with a little goose from the tgi crew these past few months. Can't recall you ever running your fucking mouth before that. A little false pride goes a long way with you lame, doesn't it.
No heart and nothing to offer the Community except that slick mouth. We're all very proud to have you.

I've been shit posting on and off in the thread for quite awhile. Usually the only one active while I'm working overnight.

And, actually, if you recall when you came in running your cocksucker like Meso's own Bufford Pusser, I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt.

You proceeded to keep making an ass of yourself.

Sorry, Dude.

No more impressed by you than I am the pig that demands respect simply for wearing a badge. Frankly, zero fucking respect either.

You earn that, and not based off some shit you did in the past.

You're the asshat at every gym shit talking the guy benching 250, while you struggle with 185. But, ya'know, you were doing 500 before you fucked your shoulders up.

Fuck off.
 
Well that was fun. So somehow those emails turned into a big conspiracy theory that @Millard and @StanfordPharma and some others were pushing big time el chapo type narcos? Now what? Whoever started this shit should be ashamed of themselves for not having a life and making up conspiracies about people with absolutely ZERO evidence. Best of all this has nothing to do with tgi lol. Unbelievable.


Just to think this all started with someone saying to someone else
“don’t say anything but...” bunch of fucking school girls gossiping.
Yeah, everybody at each others throats over shit.
 
Interesting read to catch up in here.

I like to take everything that happens as a learning experience and move forward to becoming better with whatever that may be.

There’s several different issues that were brought up and I once again find myself in the middle and see things from everyone’s perspective.

Whether you like his style or not @biggerben69 has some valid points and I’m glad he shared his viewpoints.
Just the same as each member has shared theirs as well.
The thing about me is I like to share my thoughts and speculations out in the open. When shit happens behind the scenes in private messages it’s easy to be persuaded a certain way because we cut off the input and views from others that could help us have a better understanding of a situation.

The one post that stuck out in a way was when @Cityofgrit speculated that another board could be the cause of this drama filled bullshit.
Idky but it made me think about TGI sayin a few months back that he had a surprise in the works. Wouldn’t give any clues of what that would be. Then when @biggerben69 posted in the TGI thread and things got emotional riled (for some), I faintly remember TGI sayin something along the lines of opening up another forum and everyone leaving here and going there. Maybe a joke, maybe not lol. o_O

I appreciate @StanfordPharma opening up this thread. From everything I’ve seen and read Stanny is still ok in my book!
I personally believe everything that has unfolded is a bunch of bullshit that did nothing for this community in a positive way whatsoever!
This is the kind of shit that happens when people do shit in secret! Nothing good or positive comes from it so why even fuckin do it to begin with!?

I have also learned a lot of useful information this thread has offered and that I will try to implement and improve on myself while moving forward.

Even though this thread was started because of negative drama and accusations I still think a lot of good insights came from it! :)
 
This post sounds good...but has nothing to do with how you live, scumbag.
When you get carried away in your posts about sexual humiliation and how its helpful to the women you've violated we can all feel what you're all about.
Sick fuck can't cover up your true self...nice try.

Taking this comment on a tangent, can I get a link to those talks? seriously. First, what two informed consenting adults do on their own time is their business.

Secondly "violating" a woman is purely subjective. I had an ex that thought a finger or tongue too close to her asshole when playing with her pussy was a violation while other women encourage you to eat their ass for breakfast

Third having been in, and volunteered time to counseling for things like that you'd be surprised what is accepted and actually works in rehabilitation. There are actual published, peer reviewed studies that look at how fantasy rape, more accurately called consensual non-consent helps empower some rape victims and help them cope with the trauma they experienced. Don't believe me? Look it up yourself googling NIH and "rape fantasy" or "CNC" will retrieve some basic results to start. And I'm not even shitting you, I'll screen shot these time stamped messages, I just text the new girl friend and asked what her darkest sexual fantasy is and her response was to be raped. Some people just have dark desires.

I've had countless therapy and general everyday conversations where people just have deeper and darker desires than others. Are they fucked up in the head? compared to other people you may say that, but there is nothing wrong with them some just have a morbid curiosity while others had events shape their desires.

All this to say, you shouldn't take everything you read, especially on a testosterone filled, anonymous forum so harsh. If him pissing on a woman is the worst violation of human rights ever you should see some of the things I've seen and hear friends do for fun and what actual sexual violations and crimes are. As far as pissing I brought that up in a random social media discussion and multiple women outright said they've tried it and/or actually enjoy it, so get over yourself.


Also, you never addressed my comments from last night/early morning. I'm genuinely curious if you'll address them, especially the comments concerning Mac since with the points I made from my view, you're theory is vaporware.
 
Interesting read to catch up in here.

I like to take everything that happens as a learning experience and move forward to becoming better with whatever that may be.

There’s several different issues that were brought up and I once again find myself in the middle and see things from everyone’s perspective.

Whether you like his style or not @biggerben69 has some valid points and I’m glad he shared his viewpoints.
Just the same as each member has shared theirs as well.
The thing about me is I like to share my thoughts and speculations out in the open. When shit happens behind the scenes in private messages it’s easy to be persuaded a certain way because we cut off the input and views from others that could help us have a better understanding of a situation.

The one post that stuck out in a way was when @Cityofgrit speculated that another board could be the cause of this drama filled bullshit.
Idky but it made me think about TGI sayin a few months back that he had a surprise in the works. Wouldn’t give any clues of what that would be. Then when @biggerben69 posted in the TGI thread and things got emotional riled (for some), I faintly remember TGI sayin something along the lines of opening up another forum and everyone leaving here and going there. Maybe a joke, maybe not lol. o_O

I appreciate @StanfordPharma opening up this thread. From everything I’ve seen and read Stanny is still ok in my book!
I personally believe everything that has unfolded is a bunch of bullshit that did nothing for this community in a positive way whatsoever!
This is the kind of shit that happens when people do shit in secret! Nothing good or positive comes from it so why even fuckin do it to begin with!?

I have also learned a lot of useful information this thread has offered and that I will try to implement and improve on myself while moving forward.

Even though this thread was started because of negative drama and accusations I still think a lot of good insights came from it! :)
The fact Sparta still logs into MESO, doesn't post in his source thread anymore, and the way MESO members were taking torches to SST made me think. Boards where mods blatantly stick up for their sources (and likely receive something in return) have a reason to hate MESO..especially if MESO is killing their cash cow. Call me outlandish, but all this whole incident has done is divide everyone and I think we all need to take a look at who that would benefit. It certainly wouldn't be anyone on MESO.
As a matter of fact, Sparta logged on today... I just find that interesting.
 
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Just to think this all started with someone saying to someone else
“don’t say anything but...” bunch of fucking school girls gossiping.

This is what gets me the most, someone confided some information with a person and they went and just ran their mouth. If this was about stanny then there doesn't seem to be anything conclusive and it was best kept behind the scenes.

If this was about the comment TGI made of breaking legs I'm kind of torn, he certainly shouldn't have said it to someone he didn't have complete confidence in but to say it at all is iffy. When you have a banned member trying to extort and possibly get you put in jail, what do you do? Looking back it doesn't seem that an individual member could do anything to a source, they don't have any more information than LE already would.

So it was said on a whim before thinking through? did the person he told explain there's most likely nothing the banned member can do or did he just run off and tell the world? Bad on TGI for voicing that thought and even worse for someone ratting on TGI over something that would end up being insignificant. It would probably have been looked at by the two of them as a thought in anger when the idea of getting busted had emotions raging. Now if someone started looking up hit men in the phone book....
 
The fact Sparta still logs into MESO, doesn't post in his source thread anymore, and the way MESO members were taking torches to SST made me think. Boards where mods blatantly stick up for their sources (and likely receive something in return) have a reason to hate MESO..especially if MESO is killing their cash cow. Call me outlandish, but all this whole incident has done is divide everyone and I think we all need to take a look at who that would benefit. It certainly wouldn't be anyone on MESO.
As a matter of fact, Sparta logged on today... I just find that interesting.

i would imagine he still gets PMs from noobs that don't know any better or have just decided to settle for less.

He dislikes the way Meso runs and refuses to be a part of it, but there's money to be made, so he'll keep coming back to check his messages for a potential sale.

Who knows? Maybe that was part of the plan? Reel in a few new buyers, then bounce out when he saw an opening. More money and no more tough questions to answer.
 
i would imagine he still gets PMs from noobs that don't know any better or have just decided to settle for less.

He dislikes the way Meso runs and refuses to be a part of it, but there's money to be made, so he'll keep coming back to check his messages for a potential sale.

Who knows? Maybe that was part of the plan? Reel in a few new buyers, then bounce out when he saw an opening. More money and no more tough questions to answer.
I would understand that if he bumped his thread, but it's 3 pages back and no newb is going 3 pages back to find a source...
Even good old Trinity (not Pristine Trenity) bumped his thread with a "packs out, all emails answered" bullshit.
 
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As someone who’s done federal time time relates to AAS It’s surprising he’s even allowed to stay here as MAYBE the highest security risk around.
Your ignorance is only surpassed by your arrogance. Back when the indictments were unsealed, if one was sourcing it was luck of the draw as far as who fell and who didn't.
Then it wasn"t like that. ORD wasn't over in a one day sweep. It wasn't one large indictnent. It was several indictments some with several people and some with just a few.
It got to the point where boards were taking daily roll call and if someone hadn't been heard from in more than a day talk of him being picked up would start.
The guys that were picked up in the first round up were in the best position to begin cooperating for lighter sentences.
Thats what happened. New indictments were brought forth after info from guys already in custody. When it was clear who was in custody we could bet who was gonna be next to fall.
See...the thing is mac...past behavior is the best way to predict future behavior. Wouldn't you agree? You probably wouldn't as you'll want to be argumentative and never agree with anything i've got to say. But most reasonable people will here.

And, you just don't know what someones gonna do when looking down the barrel of a multi year prison sentence. Put yourself in those shoes and try to imagine the feelings you may be dealing with. Say you're married...a couple of young kids that you've seen every day of their innocent lives. You've made their breakfast every day before school...coached their t-ball team. Youth football.
Your wife was a stay at home mom up until the day the door was kicked in and the family dog who's only crime was his instict to protect the pack at all costs is executed for his bravery...maybe it took him 35 minutes or so to expire and nobody moved to help your old friend.

Then you're led out of your home and you are met with stares from all your neighbors you've known over the years. Car pools...kids trick or treating....exchanging lawncare tips, etc.

You take a long ride to an MCC or MDC or Federal Holding facility closest to the city where your case originated from.

You can cooperate and give up the names of those involved in the things you do. Names...phone numbers. Give this inforation and you can get back a little bit faster to the wife and kids and that life that seems so far away now.

Ruin the lives of some others in order to take time of a federal prison sentence. You're gonna do time..but save yourself a year...18 months...guys will sell out their parents for a dowmward departure. I've explained here before how we know when someone has cooperated. PSR...presentencing investigation. That document tells the story.

Not many hold their mud, mac. Security threat? Some old timers in the Community have read this Security Threats PSR. You don't know what a mans gonna do until he's in that particular spot.

The owner of OLM and his favorite source, Thorus. A moderator from another board and I called them out here at Meso and posted a copy of their ORD indictment as well as proof of their cooperating. Both sentenced to time served. Doesn't happen in the feds.

OLM supporters came for the show...among them a member of both meso and OLM who was around from the start. Big Karch(rip) also happened to be an attorney who had his own legal thead on some boards. Regular was my friend and the moderator at AB was a guy who supported me upon my return and also was one of the first to read my PSR and would show up and vouch when I asked for his help.
That outing led to Thorus Int being removed as a sponsor at AB. Why sources pay to serve a board owned by a snitch I'll never understand.

Security threat? Who would you rather have with you in a fox hole...a guy that has documented proof that he's held his mud and done his time or some unproven new source or member who at times can come off like this shit is all just a big fucking game?
Who's the Security Threat? What would you do, Mac11?
 
Your ignorance is only surpassed by your arrogance. Back when the indictments were unsealed, if one was sourcing it was luck of the draw as far as who fell and who didn't.
Then it wasn"t like that. ORD wasn't over in a one day sweep. It wasn't one large indictnent. It was several indictments some with several people and some with just a few.
It got to the point where boards were taking daily roll call and if someone hadn't been heard from in more than a day talk of him being picked up would start.
The guys that were picked up in the first round up were in the best position to begin cooperating for lighter sentences.
Thats what happened. New indictments were brought forth after info from guys already in custody. When it was clear who was in custody we could bet who was gonna be next to fall.
See...the thing is mac...past behavior is the best way to predict future behavior. Wouldn't you agree? You probably wouldn't as you'll want to be argumentative and never agree with anything i've got to say. But most reasonable people will here.

And, you just don't know what someones gonna do when looking down the barrel of a multi year prison sentence. Put yourself in those shoes and try to imagine the feelings you may be dealing with. Say you're married...a couple of young kids that you've seen every day of their innocent lives. You've made their breakfast every day before school...coached their t-ball team. Youth football.
Your wife was a stay at home mom up until the day the door was kicked in and the family dog who's only crime was his instict to protect the pack at all costs is executed for his bravery...maybe it took him 35 minutes or so to expire and nobody moved to help your old friend.

Then you're led out of your home and you are met with stares from all your neighbors you've known over the years. Car pools...kids trick or treating....exchanging lawncare tips, etc.

You take a long ride to an MCC or MDC or Federal Holding facility closest to the city where your case originated from.

You can cooperate and give up the names of those involved in the things you do. Names...phone numbers. Give this inforation and you can get back a little bit faster to the wife and kids and that life that seems so far away now.

Ruin the lives of some others in order to take time of a federal prison sentence. You're gonna do time..but save yourself a year...18 months...guys will sell out their parents for a dowmward departure. I've explained here before how we know when someone has cooperated. PSR...presentencing investigation. That document tells the story.

Not many hold their mud, mac. Security threat? Some old timers in the Community have read this Security Threats PSR. You don't know what a mans gonna do until he's in that particular spot.

The owner of OLM and his favorite source, Thorus. A moderator from another board and I called them out here at Meso and posted a copy of their ORD indictment as well as proof of their cooperating. Both sentenced to time served. Doesn't happen in the feds.

OLM supporters came for the show...among them a member of both meso and OLM who was around from the start. Big Karch(rip) also happened to be an attorney who had his own legal thead on some boards. Regular was my friend and the moderator at AB was a guy who supported me upon my return and also was one of the first to read my PSR and would show up and vouch when I asked for his help.
That outing led to Thorus Int being removed as a sponsor at AB. Why sources pay to serve a board owned by a snitch I'll never understand.

Security threat? Who would you rather have with you in a fox hole...a guy that has documented proof that he's held his mud and done his time or some unproven new source or member who at times can come off like this shit is all just a big fucking game?
Who's the Security Threat? What would you do, Mac11?
That's scary for sources though not your average run of the mill recreational lifter who buys a few vials here and there, right? I mean I wouldnt personally source and put my family in that risky situation. I am sorry if that happened to you. You actually seem like a decent guy
 
Your ignorance is only surpassed by your arrogance. Back when the indictments were unsealed, if one was sourcing it was luck of the draw as far as who fell and who didn't.
Then it wasn"t like that. ORD wasn't over in a one day sweep. It wasn't one large indictnent. It was several indictments some with several people and some with just a few.
It got to the point where boards were taking daily roll call and if someone hadn't been heard from in more than a day talk of him being picked up would start.
The guys that were picked up in the first round up were in the best position to begin cooperating for lighter sentences.
Thats what happened. New indictments were brought forth after info from guys already in custody. When it was clear who was in custody we could bet who was gonna be next to fall.
See...the thing is mac...past behavior is the best way to predict future behavior. Wouldn't you agree? You probably wouldn't as you'll want to be argumentative and never agree with anything i've got to say. But most reasonable people will here.

And, you just don't know what someones gonna do when looking down the barrel of a multi year prison sentence. Put yourself in those shoes and try to imagine the feelings you may be dealing with. Say you're married...a couple of young kids that you've seen every day of their innocent lives. You've made their breakfast every day before school...coached their t-ball team. Youth football.
Your wife was a stay at home mom up until the day the door was kicked in and the family dog who's only crime was his instict to protect the pack at all costs is executed for his bravery...maybe it took him 35 minutes or so to expire and nobody moved to help your old friend.

Then you're led out of your home and you are met with stares from all your neighbors you've known over the years. Car pools...kids trick or treating....exchanging lawncare tips, etc.

You take a long ride to an MCC or MDC or Federal Holding facility closest to the city where your case originated from.

You can cooperate and give up the names of those involved in the things you do. Names...phone numbers. Give this inforation and you can get back a little bit faster to the wife and kids and that life that seems so far away now.

Ruin the lives of some others in order to take time of a federal prison sentence. You're gonna do time..but save yourself a year...18 months...guys will sell out their parents for a dowmward departure. I've explained here before how we know when someone has cooperated. PSR...presentencing investigation. That document tells the story.

Not many hold their mud, mac. Security threat? Some old timers in the Community have read this Security Threats PSR. You don't know what a mans gonna do until he's in that particular spot.

The owner of OLM and his favorite source, Thorus. A moderator from another board and I called them out here at Meso and posted a copy of their ORD indictment as well as proof of their cooperating. Both sentenced to time served. Doesn't happen in the feds.

OLM supporters came for the show...among them a member of both meso and OLM who was around from the start. Big Karch(rip) also happened to be an attorney who had his own legal thead on some boards. Regular was my friend and the moderator at AB was a guy who supported me upon my return and also was one of the first to read my PSR and would show up and vouch when I asked for his help.
That outing led to Thorus Int being removed as a sponsor at AB. Why sources pay to serve a board owned by a snitch I'll never understand.

Security threat? Who would you rather have with you in a fox hole...a guy that has documented proof that he's held his mud and done his time or some unproven new source or member who at times can come off like this shit is all just a big fucking game?
Who's the Security Threat? What would you do, Mac11?

I'd consider anyone that's threatened to dox another member a security threat.

If you'd threaten that shit over not getting the dick riding welcome back you felt you deserved, who's to say what you wouldn't do to avoid going back to the pen.

Fact is, you're not remotely the only person here that's gone up, nor are you the only one that hasn't run his mouth to sell someone else out.

Not by a long fucking shot.

You are, however, the only one that CONSTANTLY flouts it like some badge of honor.

Almost like someone trying way too hard. Like I said, it all comes off as a desperate bid for credibility.

Quite frankly, the asshat that continually runs their mouth about how hard or 'real' they are tend to be the one's that'll sell you out the quickest.

Open their mouth quicker than a daytime hooker running a $5 Tuesday lunch special.

Just sayin.
 
I'd consider anyone that's threatened to dox another member a security threat.

If you'd threaten that shit over not getting the dick riding welcome back you felt you deserved, who's to say what you wouldn't do to avoid going back to the pen.

Fact is, you're not remotely the only person here that's gone up, nor are you the only one that hasn't run his mouth to sell someone else out.

Not by a long fucking shot.

You are, however, the only one that CONSTANTLY flouts it like some badge of honor.

Almost like someone trying way too hard. Like I said, it all comes off as a desperate bid for credibility.

Quite frankly, the asshat that continually runs their mouth about how hard or 'real' they are tend to be the one's that'll sell you out the quickest.

Open their mouth quicker than a daytime hooker running a $5 Tuesday lunch special.

Just sayin.
Leo, leo, leo...what are we gonna do with you?!?! Allllright...lets see who.blinks first, shall we?
 
Then maybe this goes way deeper. I don’t know. Nobody I’ve talked to has even hinted at thinking you were involved or thought these emails were even proof of anything.

Well that was fun. So somehow those emails turned into a big conspiracy theory that @Millard and @StanfordPharma and some others were pushing big time el chapo type narcos? Now what? Whoever started this shit should be ashamed of themselves for not having a life and making up conspiracies about people with absolutely ZERO evidence. Best of all this has nothing to do with tgi lol. Unbelievable.

Supposedly, it has everything to do with TGI and it's all about promoting a new forum/website. This has been the substance of information shared with me over the past 1-2 weeks by different individuals.

I've been skeptical because I don't think such a blatantly dishonest and malicious marketing strategy would be an effective method of promoting a new forum.

People's actions are generally motivated by self-interest. Yet these rumors would seemingly work against the self-interest of the alleged perpetrators.

So, I've been looking for alternative explanations. But maybe I'm giving people too much credit. Sometimes the simplest explanation is the correct one.

It does have to do with TGI. I think I have most of the info.

Maybe it will help explain.
 
Funny you never actually address any of the shit you're called out on.

Wonder why that is?
What is it you wanna know? Maybe I missed your questions fending off all the silly insults and name calling?
All you guys won"t let go of the post i made replying to a half brain dead member who asked me to take it easy on someone and I remarked about how I was waiting on my meso funded burner phone thats passed out quarterly and how i would shoot him that # so there wouldn't be any lag in my fielding his requests.

Then I told him that all the craziness would be ending after Doc Scally and the IT guys were feverishly comparing IP addy's and would soon bust one of the members of tgi's gay little fan club for having mult handles.

Mac11 & iceman cling to that one as the best and most obvious example of the "the great meso double standard"
..lol. Like a bunch of snot nosed brats stomping your feet about how its not fair...then, every time you think you've got Millards ear you try a different angle hoping to make him see how bad i am. You nearly stopped logging in you were so upset and put off by my "threats"? Lol..please.

You don't see the humor and never will when it comes to certain topics...oh no. Another guy thats been a nember for 8 months...need your hand held and we have to be sure to steer clear of certain buzz words that give you nightmares. Pussy.
All that juvenile 7th grade bullshit bravado. Your big in the "kink" community over there?
You know how fucking stupid you sound? So sophisticated are you?
Nothing but a screenlicker most likely. Desensitized from all the porn you"ve crossed into the far out stuff trying to get off. You and a bottle of jergans. A real ladies man. Best described by...LAME. Outside of the little group here you"ve got your laptop and lotion.

I know many of the members here in real life. We speak daily or close to it on wickr and when we find ourselves in the others general vicinity, we meet up.
Want their names? No life? Half of you guys are here under false pretenses and to actually meet would mean the end of your little ruse here. Many, more than likely, haven't done a pushup since gym class way back when nevermind the inside of a gym.
I believe most of how mac portrays himself. One guy i speak to once in a while claims mac isn't the guy in his avi. Says he's a fraud and will prove it somehow.
I tend to believe mac is for real. I just don't like him.
Leo? Not so much...playa. Won't be long before you're gone. I've wiped my boots with this kind of lame many, many times over the years.

Very kind of you @iceman44...thanks for the redact but it really isnt necessary. We dont hide. Most of the well known long time members know ecactly who we are.
Full anonymity or full disclosure. There's an inherent amount of security with full disclosure. Its invigorating.
Slinking around the shadows scared of the light...the truth. Hiding the real you.
The more a guy like you runs his mouth in the online world the more you have to concern yourself with not being discovered and found out. Its no way to live, young man. We sleep with our doors unlocked over here. We encourage intruders.
 
What is it you wanna know? Maybe I missed your questions fending off all the silly insults and name calling?

Silly insults?

All I've seen from you is conspiracy theory after conspiracy theory, and a hell of a lot if trash talking. Demanding respect for...

What again?

Getting busted selling GH over the internet? So you're just another piece if shit source, right?

You know, just a failed source.

Mac11 & iceman cling to that one as the best and most obvious example of the "the great meso double standard"
..lol. Like a bunch of snot nosed brats stomping your feet about how its not fair...then, every time you think you've got Millards ear you try a different angle hoping to make him see how bad i am. You nearly stopped logging in you were so upset and put off by my "threats"? Lol..please.


Funny, I can recall addressing Baker exactly once. Concerns were addressed and I moved on. You, however, know exactly what you did and what your intent was.

So yep, still riding the go fuck yourself train where you're concerned. Also can't recall ever stating that I had any issues logging in.

I'm pretty sure I've been logged out maybe twice since becoming active actually.

So...you're awfully fucking good at telling stories?

You don't see the humor and never will when it comes to certain topics...oh no. Another guy thats been a nember for 8 months...need your hand held and we have to be sure to steer clear of certain buzz words that give you nightmares. Pussy.

Oddly enough you're the only one I recall dropping into a thread to cry about what was being discussed.

Unless you're referring to my distaste for people telling others to kill themselves?

Yeah, I'll claim that one. Its weak as fuck and straight fucking trash. I chalk it up to a weak mind that generally can't do any better.

But maybe that's just me.

Leo? Not so much...playa. Won't be long before you're gone. I've wiped my boots with this kind of lame many, many times over the years

I'm supposed to give a fuck what you think of me?

You do realize that you're LITERALLY nobody, right? A sad piece of shit who's fifteen minutes consisted of being, maybe, mentioned on a forum as a failed drug dealer busted by the feds.

I'm dying here under the weight of your disbelief and disapproval.

But you go right on ahead and try to run me off cowboy. I guess I'll take pride in such a big tough guy devoting his energy to me.

Clearly it must mean BigBadBen is feeling threatened. That or your life is genuinely fucking devoid of meaning, in which case I wouldn't dream of denying you the sense of purpose.

Slinking around the shadows scared of the light...the truth. Hiding the real you.
The more a guy like you runs his mouth in the online world the more you have to concern yourself with not being discovered and found out. Its no way to live, young man. We sleep with our doors unlocked over here. We encourage intruders.

Haven't locked my doors since I was maybe six or seven years old. Not sure what exactly you think that has to do with anything.

Unless you think this big bad lame is going to what? Waste his time hacking you and show up at your door?

Dude, you could send me an invitation with a check to cover travel and I wouldn't waste the energy.

As far as my 'persona?'

What you see is what you get. I haven't hidden anything, because I'm long past the point of giving a fuck what anyone thinks.

I also fail to see the point in being disingenuous with anyone.

Like you, for example, you're a self important asshole with delusions of grandeur. Thinking maybe a gram a day of good old fashioned Seroquil might help with that, honestly.

But you just keep ranting and telling your stories big guy.

I'm sure you'll eventually impress someone too stupid to see through you.
 
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What is it you wanna know? Maybe I missed your questions fending off all the silly insults and name calling?
All you guys won"t let go of the post i made replying to a half brain dead member who asked me to take it easy on someone and I remarked about how I was waiting on my meso funded burner phone thats passed out quarterly and how i would shoot him that # so there wouldn't be any lag in my fielding his requests.

Then I told him that all the craziness would be ending after Doc Scally and the IT guys were feverishly comparing IP addy's and would soon bust one of the members of tgi's gay little fan club for having mult handles.

Mac11 & iceman cling to that one as the best and most obvious example of the "the great meso double standard"
..lol. Like a bunch of snot nosed brats stomping your feet about how its not fair...then, every time you think you've got Millards ear you try a different angle hoping to make him see how bad i am. You nearly stopped logging in you were so upset and put off by my "threats"? Lol..please.

You don't see the humor and never will when it comes to certain topics...oh no. Another guy thats been a nember for 8 months...need your hand held and we have to be sure to steer clear of certain buzz words that give you nightmares. Pussy.
All that juvenile 7th grade bullshit bravado. Your big in the "kink" community over there?
You know how fucking stupid you sound? So sophisticated are you?
Nothing but a screenlicker most likely. Desensitized from all the porn you"ve crossed into the far out stuff trying to get off. You and a bottle of jergans. A real ladies man. Best described by...LAME. Outside of the little group here you"ve got your laptop and lotion.

I know many of the members here in real life. We speak daily or close to it on wickr and when we find ourselves in the others general vicinity, we meet up.
Want their names? No life? Half of you guys are here under false pretenses and to actually meet would mean the end of your little ruse here. Many, more than likely, haven't done a pushup since gym class way back when nevermind the inside of a gym.
I believe most of how mac portrays himself. One guy i speak to once in a while claims mac isn't the guy in his avi. Says he's a fraud and will prove it somehow.
I tend to believe mac is for real. I just don't like him.
Leo? Not so much...playa. Won't be long before you're gone. I've wiped my boots with this kind of lame many, many times over the years.

Very kind of you @iceman44...thanks for the redact but it really isnt necessary. We dont hide. Most of the well known long time members know ecactly who we are.
Full anonymity or full disclosure. There's an inherent amount of security with full disclosure. Its invigorating.
Slinking around the shadows scared of the light...the truth. Hiding the real you.
The more a guy like you runs his mouth in the online world the more you have to concern yourself with not being discovered and found out. Its no way to live, young man. We sleep with our doors unlocked over here. We encourage intruders.

Stop quoting me

You are the biggest threat just because you’ve been picked up, and you are not willing to do more time

The fact that you came back here and potentially are risking losing your family again means you don’t give a shit

You talk about everyone else being kids. You’re the one not dropping this shit. Constantly quoting people just to stir shit up and talk about yourself. Let it go
 
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