Stanford Pharma aka SP = Meso Member Xkawn

I explained that. Not against the rules and nothing nefarious about it. Like here, I'm not supposed to be posting in other threads either. Not a rule, but nothing nefarious about me posting here as well. Matter of fact, i got called out on why it took me too long to post here.

You know thats garbage because you acknowledge its frowned upon.
Answering accusations or being tagged into a thread is completely different. Stop with the spin, you've been around long enough.
 
Alright, i apologize if i did anything to offend anyone. I truly didn't try and use 2 handles for ill intent. Not sure what else i can say. All in all i thought i was a pretty respected member as xkawn and did my best to help others. Same with SP. thought i was pretty well respected. Combine the 2 and i really don't think I'm a bad guy and i think i did pretty well as a source. I will just stick with SP and let my actions as a source do the talking. Hope i can be forgiven by some as i didn't mean any harm.
 
I don’t say much here, in fact the gyms in my state have been closed for almost 6 months and some are just opening now (sore as fuck by the way from using my normal warm up weights during my first two workouts back in the gym) so reading and trying to get my head back in the gym. Meso helps me stay focused honestly. I’ll say that @StanfordPharma Xkawn you seem like a nice enough guy but that doesn’t change the fact. That fact is that your vetting was totally and undeniably not up to Meso standards. Testing results were slipped in only after many people started questioning if you have testing at all (this goes back many months) maybe even when TGI was around. I’d say it’s time to start the vetting in whatever thread you choose to keep and go from there. I’d also say that some of the vets that praised you in the beginning, if still around, should be listed by someone and they have no part of or say in the vetting process.
 
(sore as fuck by the way from using my normal warm up weights during my first two workouts back in the gym)

I feel that pain. I just got back to the gym a few weeks ago and my strength is pathetic. Fucking 405 x 8 on deads felt like lifting a truck last time out.

I've managed to maintain my upper body, but I have no squat rack at home, so my legs are useless after four months of just doing split squats, nordic curls etc.
 
was it from who I mentioned without mentioning names. I always thought he was a joke begging for free gear. Like I said if you go to Syms thread this person sent out samples for sym and was always in stans thread. Then I mentioned you sure do pop up in a little of threads. I said this in the sym thread awhile back and that’s when I received the pm from this person saying he trades weed to Stan for gear. I never trusted the guy and didn’t reply so he may have been making it all up.
I’m pretty positive we’re talking about the same dude. He told me several times if I ever needed anything to let him know and I felt as if he was being genuine as I know he had got some help along the way as well. Haven’t talked to him since he was trying to get me to buy some bud as we all know how online shit goes with rec drugs...
 
Not to deflect, but i think i should throw this out there. I recieved a pm from somebody and it appears that @Rapier not only started this thread, but that there's other things he's doing against me. Can't go in to details due to the pm privacy rule, but just thought it should be said.
I was gonna stay out of this and let you recover. But now I am going to be involved.

Post the PM. I haven't sent any PMs. This is what happens when I try.

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Marijuana [Cannabis]

Solicit as in "to seek to obtain."

Again, I don't care if you, or any source, smokes pot. I do myself -- but you come across as very evasive and something isn't adding up. Why be so dodgy about something so trivial?
Not evasive at all, accept on anything that would be a security issue. Trying to answer a lot of post as I'm doing other things. Let me be as open as i can here. I smoked when i was a kid. Did almost anything i could. Quit doing drugs and drinking when i was pretty young. As an adult, many years ago i smoked marijuana once and had a few beers. I didn't smoke again, but i did start drinking occasionally. Many years later I had an accident which is a life long struggle now. Thats when i tried once again to dabble in marijuana. For medical reasons. To be honest, i wanted to like it. Just didnt. I thought I'd rather smoke marijuana than take pain pills. I don't like to take pain pills. I only smoke pot a few times for the pain and that was it. Can't stand the dead feeling it gives me. I will take a pain if the pain is excruciating. Thats pretty much it. I asked for advice here on types and how to get it. In the end i didn't like it and i didn't continue to use it. I mean no disrespect or to be rude if i sound rude. Just trying to answer and do other things at the same time.
 
I feel that pain. I just got back to the gym a few weeks ago and my strength is pathetic. Fucking 405 x 8 on deads felt like lifting a truck last time out.

I've managed to maintain my upper body, but I have no squat rack at home, so my legs are useless after four months of just doing split squats, nordic curls etc.
Oh man it’s crazy. I told my wife how well I did with taking it easy so I could get myself slowly built back up. No shit I went easy and I hurt like hell. I didn’t do much with gyms closed, no home equipment and just don’t have the motivation without being in the actual gym. Took today off work and sitting here dressed to go for my first leg day and down right scared
 
Hey Stanford stop ignoring the requests let's see your setup if MLI and sym can get their shit pushed in for having garbage setups and not running a clean room with negative pressure you should be held to the same standards. So show everyone why your gear is clean and top shelf let's see the lab. Everyone else had to to it, that's my most glaring issue.

I guarantee if you post some ISO clean room most guys will give 2 shits about these posts and still order from you. I wouldn't, but you really can't make a case for not showing Ur setup, no free rides which you clearly got when you started.

Maybe avoid a guy who doesn't know the meaning of solicit either not that I base my entire outlook on people's grammar and vocab.
 
Answer the god damn question man.

DOES BEING KNOWN AS XKAWN POSE A SECURITY THREAT FOR YOU OR YOUR CUSTOMERS

did you start your blast early lol?:D




Why do members always harp on trying to figure out sources old handles anyway? Unless they did some shady shit than to me that seems like a huge opsec mistake. It always bugs me, when a new source comes and certain members HOUND the fuck to get their old handle. I understand if they’ve been a scammer prior but a lot of people have said some personal stuff like what they do for work or whatever

I’ve been following this thread the whole time. Did sp scam anyone? Did he send out dirty gear? Any floaters? Some sources don’t get vetting like they should, THATS up to us, so OP, why didn’t you vet him? So what if some members already had good things to say, can’t understand why anyone mad they didn’t vet a source it’s not like you couldn’t lol

now sp has been outed and it just puts him and his custos at risk


Dumbest fucking source outing ever. Props if you exposed him as hammer but that’s not the case
 
Hey Stanford stop ignoring the requests let's see your setup if MLI and sym can get their shit pushed in for having garbage setups and not running a clean room with negative pressure you should be held to the same standards. So show everyone why your gear is clean and top shelf let's see the lab. Everyone else had to to it, that's my most glaring issue.

Maybe avoid a guy who doesn't know the meaning of solicit either not that I base my entire outlook on people's grammar and vocab.
I think never having an infection nor a floater in all these years speaks for it's self. I'm no where close to products, lab or equipment and don't plan on being down there for a while. I'm already pretty well past any vetting being I'm a pretty well established source. I'm not even answering questions because I'm afraid I'll lose any customers. I'm going private for that. I'm here moreso on a personal level. Hate me if you want, but I'm not driving down there to take a couple pics.
 
I think never having an infection nor a floater in all these years speaks for it's self. I'm no where close to products, lab or equipment and don't plan on being down there for a while. I'm already pretty well past any vetting being I'm a pretty well established source. I'm not even answering questions because I'm afraid I'll lose any customers. I'm going private for that. I'm here moreso on a personal level. Hate me if you want, but I'm not driving down there to take a couple pics.

LOL wow what a fucking horrible excuse this just screams my setup is not professional. You can easily dispel the rumor that youre using partially finished oils and show your setup like Every other source has been pestered to do and your response is "I'm not driving there to take a photo right now".

Pretty janky response to a simple request that everyone before and after you has done and will be asked to do.

So I guess we can assume you won't be addressing the list of issues brought up by him to quel any of it.

So does your lab use air filtration and run negative pressure?
 
I think never having an infection nor a floater in all these years speaks for it's self. I'm no where close to products, lab or equipment and don't plan on being down there for a while. I'm already pretty well past any vetting being I'm a pretty well established source. I'm not even answering questions because I'm afraid I'll lose any customers. I'm going private for that. I'm here moreso on a personal level. Hate me if you want, but I'm not driving down there to take a couple pics.
When you understand this isn’t personal maybe we can make some headway.

Until then customers should recognize what the statement above means. Nobody’s said you hadn’t establish yourself as a decent source based on your track record. But as said above...you’re refusing to do some simple ass task to give people here some reassurance that more of that list is false than true...

@little nobody here is particularly thrilled about how this was done but it was done. And more importantly, it holds water. The fact that this info was there and hidden means it was always a risk...the general population at Meso was just made to believe it wasn’t.

I too hate the contradiction of asking for a sources alt handle and being outraged either way. I also hate the repetitive “we don’t need sources” talk and then seeing shit like this occur.
 
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LOL wow what a fucking horrible excuse this just screams my setup is not professional. You can easily dispel the rumor that youre using partially finished oils and show your setup like Every other source has been pestered to do and your response is "I'm not driving there to take a photo right now".

Pretty janky response to a simple request that everyone before and after you has done and will be asked to do.

So I guess we can assume you won't be addressing the list of issues brought up by him to quel any of it.

So does your lab use air filtration and run negative pressure?

It’s made in Chiiiiiiiina and shipped over in semi-finished bulk for him to filter and bottle.
 
I think never having an infection nor a floater in all these years speaks for it's self. I'm no where close to products, lab or equipment and don't plan on being down there for a while. I'm already pretty well past any vetting being I'm a pretty well established source. I'm not even answering questions because I'm afraid I'll lose any customers. I'm going private for that. I'm here moreso on a personal level. Hate me if you want, but I'm not driving down there to take a couple pics.

How about explaining how you make your caps?
 
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