temptation and striving for more.... but health should be the main goal in life

not cycling, this is trt for life

always felt like crap at 100mg in the past, being low normal to me was better than ever doing 100mg week

I dont know if the dose 100 or 300 is your issue. You are using testosterone AND proviron right now. Until you use just testosterone you cannot be sure if it is the proviron or testosterone that is giving you a libido boost.
 
I dont know if the dose 100 or 300 is your issue. You are using testosterone AND proviron right now. Until you use just testosterone you cannot be sure if it is the proviron or testosterone that is giving you a libido boost.

I haven't been taking the proviron lately

I've done proviron a lot in the past years ago too

proviron alone never did much for me, I think it can be synergistic with testosterone though
 
today was an interesting day

went for a massage, she was wonderful, left there feeling beyond fantastic

took a whole arimidex

was at the grocery store and a cute girl out of nowhere struck up a conversation about some coconut juice I was looking at buying, making small talk, I swear that there is something magnetic about being on supra-levels of test... I ended up chatting with her for a half a minute then I kind of brushed her off and left the aisle, hope I didn't hurt her feelings if she was expecting more out of the flirting, she was quite pretty with a great figure, a bit of a bumpy nose though that I got the impression that she was conscious of (although when I glanced at her nose I found it quite attractive actually)... relationship wise I am totally on the lazy side and especially after having gotten my rocks off already this afternoon I was even moreso not really interested in the "work" of flirting, but definitely always uplifting when girls flirt with you

this week I have really finally noticed strength is up appreciably, things I lift are feeling much lighter and recovery is very good, funny how it takes a few weeks of high test levels before the strength gain begins to be really noticeable

feeling great
 
not as good of a day, got in a heated argument with a friend which put me in a kind of a depressed uneasy state the rest of the day, understandable because conflict is never fun

felt a little bit fat carrying a bit of water too, I have a major case of dysmorphia where if my torso and abs don't look like a men's health magazine cover I am not happy, people talking about tren on the forums has me stirred up a bit, but that hormone is bad news for side effects

feeling a little depressed now, tomorrow will be a better day, will work out hard at the gym as that is always a mental energizer
 
had a good work out, a little on the annoyed side, some young guy said "excuse me" to get to the dumbells I was standing by and for some reason it irritated me and had me thinking about it for the next 15 minutes like his tone of voice might have been disrespectful or something

had an ok day overall though

just did a cyp injection 5 minutes ago
 
relationship wise I am totally on the lazy side and especially after having gotten my rocks off already this afternoon I was even moreso not really interested in the "work" of flirting, but definitely always uplifting when girls flirt with you

when you look at "flirting" as work you are in trouble. flirting is FUN.

this lazy mindset is going to leave you lonely and deprssed and it doesnt matter how much T you do. T can alleviate SOME things such as strength in the gym , sometimes libido. It can have a positive impact on mood but there is NO better feeling than going on a date with a great girl and then sealing the deal later that night.
 
I would rather be natural than have a high libido to goto rub and tugs.

Not that there's anything wrong with rub and tugs and no judgements. It's all good. But whenever i have a high libido i want to fuck every girl i see and that motivates me to at least try to make it happen.

Hopefully you get off ur ass and impregnate some bitches. Lol (be safe!)
 
when you look at "flirting" as work you are in trouble. flirting is FUN.

this lazy mindset is going to leave you lonely and deprssed and it doesnt matter how much T you do. T can alleviate SOME things such as strength in the gym , sometimes libido. It can have a positive impact on mood but there is NO better feeling than going on a date with a great girl and then sealing the deal later that night.

hell no, I am far from depressed, and having some girl hanging around would be totally painful, been there done that sooo many times, took me a long many years to smarten up and realize that being truly free is by far the only smart way to go

dating is way overrated too, fuck that uncertainty and headaches and having to deal with some bitches drama and bullshit

I've never been happier and freedom is the only way
 
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