temptation and striving for more.... but health should be the main goal in life

[foreveryoung]

cyp injection this morning and a proviron

a little worried about my hairline, but might just be paranoia, feels a little thin

ejaculate volume is way down and thicker

this afternoon libido was strong and distracting, so maybe things are starting to synch up

 

[foreveryoung]

took 1/2 arimidex this morning

all ok

felt a little warm around the face and skin when I woke up, maybe estrogen?

I think I'm going to stop the proviron for now, getting paranoid about my hairline

 

[foreveryoung]

very good libido today, feel good

 

[foreveryoung]

took 1/4 arimidex this morning
skin feels a little oily, and one pimple on my back, hope it goes away, watching the situation

haven't taken any more proviron

 

[foreveryoung]

libido quite low this evening

 

[foreveryoung]

just did a cyp injection

 

[Tyler81]

cyp injection this morning and a proviron

a little worried about my hairline, but might just be paranoia, feels a little thin

Paranoia.

You wont lose your hair right away. It's usually a gradual process (altho i havent noticed much if any hairloss on TRT)

 

[Tyler81]

libido quite low this evening

WHY ARE YOU TAKING ARIMIDEX???!!!

Man, I really feel like you dont know what you are doing here with your TRT protocol. No disrespect to you but even on an average sized weekly shot you dont need arimidex.

How much are you taking?

 

[foreveryoung]

WHY ARE YOU TAKING ARIMIDEX???!!!

Man, I really feel like you dont know what you are doing here with your TRT protocol. No disrespect to you but even on an average sized weekly shot you dont need arimidex.

How much are you taking?

I'm on a pretty high testosterone dose, experimenting a bit because I have done lower dose trt in the past and that was a failure, I am loading now with around 300mg per week

I know what I am doing, not to say what I am doing will achieve what I am hoping, but I have been studying these topics for decades and have done extensive experiments in the past

 

[foreveryoung]

Paranoia.

You wont lose your hair right away. It's usually a gradual process (altho i havent noticed much if any hairloss on TRT)

I know, and I hope it is paranoia, but a slight itch and what feels like hair that is a little thinner than it was in the past has me concerned about something I don't want to deal with, especially since proviron probably isn't the best thing to be taking if hair loss might be a concern

 

[Tyler81]

I'm on a pretty high testosterone dose, experimenting a bit because I have done lower dose trt in the past and that was a failure, I am loading now with around 300mg per week

I know what I am doing, not to say what I am doing will achieve what I am hoping, but I have been studying these topics for decades and have done extensive experiments in the past

Hmm ok.

I dont have experience with doses that high so I cant comment.

 

[Tyler81]

I know, and I hope it is paranoia, but a slight itch and what feels like hair that is a little thinner than it was in the past has me concerned about something I don't want to deal with, especially since proviron probably isn't the best thing to be taking if hair loss might be a concern

Yeah id discontinue the proviron ASAP. It is pure DHT and it could cause hair loss.

 

[foreveryoung]

I read a post by DrJim that got me thinking, and something I had thought about before, but he basically said that the chances of driving estrogen too low with arimidex when on moderate doses of aromatizing substances was very low, and I believe that is right, and that is a problem that worrying about too low estrogen causes many of us to underdose arimidex and walk around with too high estrogen too often, which I think causes a heck of a lot of problems

took a 1/2 an arimidex this morning

feel good this evening

 

[Tyler81]

I read a post by DrJim that got me thinking, and something I had thought about before, but he basically said that the chances of driving estrogen too low with arimidex when on moderate doses of aromatizing substances was very low,

I totally disagree but it's your call.

I think its very easy to tank estrogen on AI's and once you tank it it takes awhile to come back up. Low estrogen causes joint pain, bad mood, low libido and other issues.

So be careful with it....

 

[foreveryoung]

libido very strong right now

 

[foreveryoung]

extreme morning wood

 

[foreveryoung]

feel really good this evening

 

[foreveryoung]

did a cyp inject and took 1/2 an arimidex and a 25mg proviron this evening

 

[idmd]

I totally disagree but it's your call.

I think its very easy to tank estrogen on AI's and once you tank it it takes awhile to come back up. Low estrogen causes joint pain, bad mood, low libido and other issues.

So be careful with it....

I must be some kind of freak....I've backed off my arimidex which gave me undetectable E2 and now my erections are worse at 25. I also don't feel nearly as good as I did before. Mood might be better but physically and sexually I'm worse. Test has not dropped either.

I seem to do much better sexually with an ultra low E2. Not sure why.....

 

[foreveryoung]

-warning- graphic description of libido and sexual function in this post, as I think it is pertinent to my recording of my path into testosterone administration and the experiences from such, so if you don't want to read about that kind of thing just skip over this thread/post:

wasn't really feeling any kind of libido urge, but was pretty sure things would work ok under stimulation, so decided to go to a rubntug this evening, took 50mg viagra about 20 minutes before I got there, and took another 50mg viagra as I got out of my car to walk to the back entrance of the rubntug....... relaxing massage I was lying there on my stomach and was pretty much limp as she did a really good job relaxing me all over with a few brushes of her hand that kind of got some blood flowing but not really any kind of erection, then she told me to flip over and she started massaging my quads and legs and quietly asked me if I wanted anything more ...

anyways to make a long story short I became very erect probably as the viagra started to work and also the direct stimulation, my erection was extremely good like I was a young man again, and the erection stayed very solid the whole session, but I experienced major difficulty reaching orgasm, she worked at it very hard and was not discouraged, her oiled up hands working her magic with full intensity, I must have lasted at least 15 minutes for sure under very strong stimulation and then had an powerful orgasm and felt very very good and satisfied, my whole body buzzing from the session. I was in such a relaxed and happy state at this point I felt like I was melting in to the massage table as she put hot towels on me and then gave me a scalp and temple massage that had me almost in dreamland. left there feeling so good and in such a great mood

so to summarize, I am at a point where things are really working well now, if I can keep this up for the long term and stay healthy I will be really happy and call my trt protocol a successful one for me. I'm still carrying a little too much lower ab fat even though I am eating clean, but I hope that that will start to tighten up too with time