Thinkbig
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lol, same. Bulk? Tren. Cut? Tren. Recomp? Tren. Strength? Tren. It's like the Swiss army knife of steroids.
I got better for the most part. I wonder about the learning thing, too. I've always been highly intelligent, but I'm definitely not as sharp as I was as a kid. I miss obvious things at times that are worrisome to me. My last two serious girlfriends have noticed it as well. I also overdosed once and had to be revived after several minutes of not breathing, so it's hard to say what caused what to be honest. Definitely felt different after the ecstasy though. Just wasn't sober long enough until the last five years to notice the learning thing. Who knows? Just glad to be alive and okay.
We do not regret the past nor do we shut the door on it....
My story brought me some dark places. But I'm alive and free today. Do I have scars? You bet. But they help newer men relate to me and know there is hope.