Day 23
Day 7 Anavar 50mg
No injection today. I am fine with that. I have been able to sleep well the past 2 nights, last night i took the t3 6.25mcg right before bed. Worked like a charm! I am going to bump up to 12.5mcg tonight and see how that works for me. No work tomorrow so not alot at stake if i stay up all night. If i do i hope my fellow mesonites keep me company.
I was very self conscious in the gym today. To the point that it affected my work out and i did not get in the zone till the very end. I just switched gyms. I look around and stack myself up aginst other guys i think are on roids. I have never done this before. I actually felt bad for myself that i was not as jacked as them. I was thinking what more do i have to do to get that look. I was lost. I understand that its time and just cause i have been juicing for a few weeks dose not mean i will look like them. I think when i trained natty i had an excuse to be content with my progress. Now that i have joined the darkside i feel like i no longer have my old place. I am a small fish in an ocean of sharks. Its all just funny as i type it now but at the time in the gym i was struggling with my "place" so to speak. I am not going to allow myself to have these moments anymore. Its me ve me from yesterday. As long as i win that battle each day i am on the right path.
Today i hit back. then took another hour swim
Db rows
3x 12x 50lb
Lat pulldows
15x 100lb
10x 115
8x 115
seated rows
3x 12x 105lb
Hammer strength overhead pull down
12x 50lb
12x 60
12x 70
bent over rows
12x 115lb
10x 135
7x 135
Cable lat pull
3x 12x 115lb
hanging clean
3x 12x 75lb
Triceps press w/rope
3x 12x idr
Triceps press underhand grip
3x 12x idr
db over head triceps extention
10x 55lb
6x 55
Lat flys
15x 12.5lb (each cable)
2x 15x 20
Went right into an hour long swm.
Man that swim is killer. I struggled the whole hour. I know that swimming will be the key to coming in with the physique that i am aiming for. I know i will not be the biggest guy but i will be the most conditioned one out there. during hanging cleans i began to perk up and snaped out of my funk. That is why you see me go for one more back exersize before i swim. Also i did tris cause of the mirror. I though they looked bad so i hit them. I normally do abs on tuesday. This was a mistake i should have trained abs but i forgot about it. I will hit them tomorrow.
Day 7 Anavar 50mg
No injection today. I am fine with that. I have been able to sleep well the past 2 nights, last night i took the t3 6.25mcg right before bed. Worked like a charm! I am going to bump up to 12.5mcg tonight and see how that works for me. No work tomorrow so not alot at stake if i stay up all night. If i do i hope my fellow mesonites keep me company.
I was very self conscious in the gym today. To the point that it affected my work out and i did not get in the zone till the very end. I just switched gyms. I look around and stack myself up aginst other guys i think are on roids. I have never done this before. I actually felt bad for myself that i was not as jacked as them. I was thinking what more do i have to do to get that look. I was lost. I understand that its time and just cause i have been juicing for a few weeks dose not mean i will look like them. I think when i trained natty i had an excuse to be content with my progress. Now that i have joined the darkside i feel like i no longer have my old place. I am a small fish in an ocean of sharks. Its all just funny as i type it now but at the time in the gym i was struggling with my "place" so to speak. I am not going to allow myself to have these moments anymore. Its me ve me from yesterday. As long as i win that battle each day i am on the right path.
Today i hit back. then took another hour swim
Db rows
3x 12x 50lb
Lat pulldows
15x 100lb
10x 115
8x 115
seated rows
3x 12x 105lb
Hammer strength overhead pull down
12x 50lb
12x 60
12x 70
bent over rows
12x 115lb
10x 135
7x 135
Cable lat pull
3x 12x 115lb
hanging clean
3x 12x 75lb
Triceps press w/rope
3x 12x idr
Triceps press underhand grip
3x 12x idr
db over head triceps extention
10x 55lb
6x 55
Lat flys
15x 12.5lb (each cable)
2x 15x 20
Went right into an hour long swm.
Man that swim is killer. I struggled the whole hour. I know that swimming will be the key to coming in with the physique that i am aiming for. I know i will not be the biggest guy but i will be the most conditioned one out there. during hanging cleans i began to perk up and snaped out of my funk. That is why you see me go for one more back exersize before i swim. Also i did tris cause of the mirror. I though they looked bad so i hit them. I normally do abs on tuesday. This was a mistake i should have trained abs but i forgot about it. I will hit them tomorrow.