Everything thing your saying is completely without any real merit. Your speculating and it's becoming a reality in your own head sir. If I didn't wanna deal with this because I was "guilty" I would just lay low.....Brother....I, just like you, could care less what you think. BECAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH BUDDY!! Your literally just amped the fuck up. I have a feeling that your predisposition to being a flighty asshole coupled with your newly found steroid use is a little to much for you to handle. On the bright side. Take what everyone is saying to you and calm down. Have some respect. And stop acting like your some mcguyver because your so called "facts" are all theories. And you may very well be right with some. But I know in my heart your wrong about me friend. And that's all I need. I had a moment. I was going through a lot in my life (which by the way you never even asked what the fuck was going on). I very may well have been using legit gear when I complained. I wasn't feeling it. I am fully taking responsibility for that. And then given the fact that some of my friends were having great success with their gear, I said you know what...I'll try it again. I had the money. Black Friday sale. If I was to lose out and get shit gear or lose my money...so be it. I've lost more than 250 bucks bud....moral of the story, just chill out bro. Follow the forum rules, and help your fellow man/woman cuz that's what we're here for anyways right?