I remember when I started training, I made very good progress. Especially when you're skinny and small, and here you've gained about 14 kilos. I have problems with my eyesight, minus eight in both eyes. I go every year for a checkup. The doctor looked, said I had a retinal tear. I had to have an operation. After that, they told me not to exercise. My mother was very worried, they said I would go blind if I continued. Very often she demotivated me. I was able to sit like that for half a year. All that time I studied everything about sports. And at that point, I was studying for a technical degree. But for some reason I thought for sure I would come back and my job would be sports. Eventually, I came back and eventually started performing. I found information, then I found a very good doctor, he helped me with my version: why did it happen? What was the point of all of this? We are often psychologically overwhelmed. If you really want to, you can try and look for solutions. Sometimes it's like a challenge, a struggle with your trauma, but finding a solution