Sometimes I get a weird suspicion we are all being brilliantly trolled in this thread...I cant wait to see what substance he puts in his system next.
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Sometimes I get a weird suspicion we are all being brilliantly trolled in this thread...I cant wait to see what substance he puts in his system next.
johnnyBALLZ
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GHB used to make me as horny as I've ever been . ALWAYS banged like a porn star on it too.. [
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why would you say that? this is real life, I wish I had kept a more detailed log for the last 20 years, made so many mistakes over the years and have learned a lot from them, still not even close to the overall knowledge of a perfect solution
as far as "next substance" goes, all of this is logical, researched and calculated in the hopes of improvement, it is not just chaotic random substance taking
I'm on a pretty basic regimen of "substances" at the moment, test, masteron, proviron, and the gh releasing peptides
foreveryoung
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I thought about Bax's post some more as I was working today, made me think "is my life that crazed that someone thinks it would be worthy work of a troll?" 
foreveryoung
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still no real libido, had a bit of a dull headache all day today too
foreveryoung
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went to a walk in clinic this evening and will be going for blood test tomorrow, first time in a couple years
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the headache was really annoying, lasted well into the night, not something I get very often at all, didn't feel right at all. I am thinking the peptides were at fault so I skipped my late dose, maybe I had injected too much in my second shot of the day, because I was starting to err on the side of drawing a little bit more, and it might have been pushing 200mcg of each, maybe that is the reason, not sure, but I wanted the headache to go away so skipped the night dose. still had a headache till the middle of the night. but finally woke up this morning and the headache was gone
managed to masturbate last night too, I didn't feel like I had libido but decided to try anyways and erection came and libido stirred and had a strong orgasm with very substantial ejaculate volume
woke up this morning with solid morning wood, maybe things are getting back on the right track
no headache so decided to inject the peptides again this morning, careful to keep dosage down to the 100mcg level, feeling hungry not long after the shot, maybe the headache was hypoglycemia? also did my 20mg test cyp, 30mg mast prop, and 25mg proviron. am fasting for the blood test which I will go for in about 2 hours so I wanted to do my typical recent protocol regimen so I can see what the blood says in response
as far as the physical part of the doctor check up, he said my heart sounded fine, blood pressure good
I think everyone should try fasting at least once. It works for Most that I've talked to.
foreveryoung
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afternoon and some libido happening, things are getting better, feels like I'm getting back on track again after something went wrong in the protocol
it feels like Viagra would work and I could have confident sex this afternoon if I wanted
it feels like Viagra would work and I could have confident sex this afternoon if I wanted
foreveryoung
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daily injections need more injection sites, did a tricep injection just now for the first time ever
and I think the headache thing is narrowed down to the peptides, last night did my peptide shot and within a couple of minutes a headache started, not sure what that is about
and I think the headache thing is narrowed down to the peptides, last night did my peptide shot and within a couple of minutes a headache started, not sure what that is about
johnnyBALLZ
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Why don't you take GH instead of messing around with these peptides??
foreveryoung
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I trust the quality of the peptides more than I trust the quality of the GH I can get
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Sent you a PM.
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foreveryoung
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gave the bremelanotide another try, didn't think it was doing much, and last time was a total fail, so was starting to feel disappointed, then about 9.5 hours after the injection an erection came spontaneously, libido got better and 12 hours or so later I had an erection that wouldn't go away as I was falling asleep. woke up with strong morning wood. did a little bit more brem mixed in with my other peptides this morning, went for a drive and got a major erection that made me have to hold a jacket in front of me as I got out of the vehicle and walked to the door
this is by far the closest I've felt to being 18 again, obviously everything else needs to be in order for the brem to do it's thing, but this was very amazing and now I just have to notice the time frame of the positive effects and whether it can persist reliably to when and where I need it to
hormone protocol at the moment, 20mg test cyp, 30mg mast prop
obviously testosterone/masteron are not the answer alone, they are just a part of the equation that needs to be at the right level for other solutions to do their job too
feel like I'm on the verge of figuring a lot of this out
now wondering about the longer term usage of brem, will it desensitize to where it stops woking too? I wonder if small dose every day would have good long term effects? lots of questions, lots of experimentation to do
this is by far the closest I've felt to being 18 again, obviously everything else needs to be in order for the brem to do it's thing, but this was very amazing and now I just have to notice the time frame of the positive effects and whether it can persist reliably to when and where I need it to
hormone protocol at the moment, 20mg test cyp, 30mg mast prop
obviously testosterone/masteron are not the answer alone, they are just a part of the equation that needs to be at the right level for other solutions to do their job too
feel like I'm on the verge of figuring a lot of this out
now wondering about the longer term usage of brem, will it desensitize to where it stops woking too? I wonder if small dose every day would have good long term effects? lots of questions, lots of experimentation to do
foreveryoung
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libido has cooled right off this afternoon
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so my libido was not really that good when I went in for those blood tests, but I am theorising something based on the tests:
that libido is all about brain chemistry, you can have normal testosterone and prolactin and estrogen numbers, all that, and libido can vary wildly from zero to extreme all with the same basic hormonal numbers (which is why the endless tweaking with testosterone, etc. never seems to solve the problem long term for people..... the problem is what is happening in the brain at the neurochemical level (which I know is influenced by the rest of the hormones in the body, but that is just an influence, not the whole picture).
so by the fact that cabergoline seemed to improve my libido, at the time I thought it must have been due to high prolactin, when in fact prolactin might have had nothing to do with it and it was some other effect that cabergoline was having on neurochemistry that was occurring
seeing the extreme success (albeit fleeting) of bremelanotide on my libido, obviously the potential for extremely perfect libido and solid erectile function is within my body now, even at this age, I have the ability to have teenage like libido and function, achieving it is the puzzle that needs to be solved, and the solution has less to do with testosterone or any other androgens or hpta modifying ancillaries... I figure set the test level to a reasonable normal level, and then get to work on the brain chemistry
that libido is all about brain chemistry, you can have normal testosterone and prolactin and estrogen numbers, all that, and libido can vary wildly from zero to extreme all with the same basic hormonal numbers (which is why the endless tweaking with testosterone, etc. never seems to solve the problem long term for people..... the problem is what is happening in the brain at the neurochemical level (which I know is influenced by the rest of the hormones in the body, but that is just an influence, not the whole picture).
so by the fact that cabergoline seemed to improve my libido, at the time I thought it must have been due to high prolactin, when in fact prolactin might have had nothing to do with it and it was some other effect that cabergoline was having on neurochemistry that was occurring
seeing the extreme success (albeit fleeting) of bremelanotide on my libido, obviously the potential for extremely perfect libido and solid erectile function is within my body now, even at this age, I have the ability to have teenage like libido and function, achieving it is the puzzle that needs to be solved, and the solution has less to do with testosterone or any other androgens or hpta modifying ancillaries... I figure set the test level to a reasonable normal level, and then get to work on the brain chemistry
foreveryoung
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well it has been over a week since I have been on tren, I definitely notice a big difference in psychological effects, I am calmer, less excited, less drive, less longing and love(lust), less libido
maybe feel a little healthier as far as my body is not as amped up and aggressive feeling, still some night sweats but not as extreme
I kind of miss the feeling of wanting to go out of my way to chase after women, now I feel a little lazy about that again and don't really care all that much, same with masturbation, can take it or leave it right now, mostly leave it
maybe feel a little healthier as far as my body is not as amped up and aggressive feeling, still some night sweats but not as extreme
I kind of miss the feeling of wanting to go out of my way to chase after women, now I feel a little lazy about that again and don't really care all that much, same with masturbation, can take it or leave it right now, mostly leave it
foreveryoung
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no real libido at the moment, I could go see a girl this evening but my dick is limp and tried a little bit of masturbation to see if I could get some interest and really confidence of not failing is pretty low so I'm not going anywhere tonight
this is not good
this is not good
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