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even better this morning, definitely on the right track it seems, hoping for continual improvement
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even better this morning, definitely on the right track it seems, hoping for continual improvement
foreveryoung
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pretty much no libido this evening
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spoke too soon, powerful orgasm, the dostinex is working
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my libido is back, it was gone and I was very much in despair the last while, but these adjustments to get the protocol back to where it was working before with a few learned adjustments has gotten things solidly back on track, really very relieved and full of confidence for the future
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I feel hornier, but erections are still not all that easy to get, takes a bit of effort to get started, but once erect then the staying power is good and the erection is solid
wish I could figure out how to get more toward the "hair trigger" side of things, maybe my e2 crept up a little from the hcg, but my thoughts are the hcg are helping me feel good
mood has been fantastic lately, feel healthy, good, clear minded, somewhat confident, strong... all that is really very good, still thoughts of possible ed make sex a little less of a priority right at the moment, but hopefully that will come around soon, just need a few more successful sessions under my belt so that the thoughts of failure become further behind me
wish I could figure out how to get more toward the "hair trigger" side of things, maybe my e2 crept up a little from the hcg, but my thoughts are the hcg are helping me feel good
mood has been fantastic lately, feel healthy, good, clear minded, somewhat confident, strong... all that is really very good, still thoughts of possible ed make sex a little less of a priority right at the moment, but hopefully that will come around soon, just need a few more successful sessions under my belt so that the thoughts of failure become further behind me
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I am sitting here with a bit of a case of priapism... I hope it goes down soon, I tried masturbating it but can't reach orgasm no matter how hard I tried, and now sitting here waiting for it to go down, it's been erect for nearly an hour
this afternoon I had injected a half and half mixture of melanotan 2 and bremelanotide 100mcg each
earlier this evening I took 3 yohimbine pills, some longjack, and 50 mg Viagra
was with a girl and erection was pretty good, I actually lost it half way for a bit but it came back quite strong and orgasm quality was great, a little difficult to get to orgasm but when I did it was strong
about a half hour later started to feel sick to my stomach and hot and a bit of malaise, I think from too much yohimbe which I am not used to and took the max dose, felt a little chilled too.... really gross feeling, and no appetite at all even though I haven't eaten since lunch, but I feel a little better now 2 hours later
as I'm typing this the priapism has faded quite a bit too actually, still semi erect but not like it was which was a worry
this afternoon I had injected a half and half mixture of melanotan 2 and bremelanotide 100mcg each
earlier this evening I took 3 yohimbine pills, some longjack, and 50 mg Viagra
was with a girl and erection was pretty good, I actually lost it half way for a bit but it came back quite strong and orgasm quality was great, a little difficult to get to orgasm but when I did it was strong
about a half hour later started to feel sick to my stomach and hot and a bit of malaise, I think from too much yohimbe which I am not used to and took the max dose, felt a little chilled too.... really gross feeling, and no appetite at all even though I haven't eaten since lunch, but I feel a little better now 2 hours later
as I'm typing this the priapism has faded quite a bit too actually, still semi erect but not like it was which was a worry
foreveryoung
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drinking lots of water and forcing myself to eat something now
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erection down now, busy playing a video game and it went away, so not really priapism I guess, just a persisting erection that didn't have enough libido behind it to be orgasmable
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still feel a little gross and no real appetite, bit of a spacey headache and a little nausea still
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spontaneous erections still coming and going
I feel shitty... yohimbine takes a lot of time to clear the system too, hope I can sleep soon and wake up feeling better
I feel shitty... yohimbine takes a lot of time to clear the system too, hope I can sleep soon and wake up feeling better
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my joints are achy too and I feel a little feverish, there is a flu going around the area recently, making possibly more than one thing is happening at the same time, hope I'm not getting sick
major erection is back again, but not much feelings of libido, so it's annoying more than anything at the moment on top of feeling crappy
major erection is back again, but not much feelings of libido, so it's annoying more than anything at the moment on top of feeling crappy
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going to try to get some sleep, can't orgasm no matter how hard I try, major erection right now, don't feel quite as much malaise now.... good night
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almost all night still awake, but starting to feel a little better now, heart not as racy, been drinking lots of water and getting up to piss every half an hour
tomorrow is going to be a tired day
tomorrow is going to be a tired day
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feeling better after a sleep, still pretty run down, a bit of heartburn and achy joints
going to take a break from most everything today, except maybe a small injection of test/mast/tren but not sure, want the inflammatory process to be all over with
going to take a break from most everything today, except maybe a small injection of test/mast/tren but not sure, want the inflammatory process to be all over with
foreveryoung. I'm not going to mince words. You are walking on the ledge. Your due for Psychoanalysis. I have been concerned about you for some time. Others have also been worried about your behavior. It is time to stop your denial and listen to what others are suggesting. You are too close to your driven behavior to see what others are observing so clearly. A drug induced experiment is the same behavior that brought Dr. Jekyll to meet Mr. Hyde. You need to talk to a Psychiatrist. Yes, That!
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disagree with that, when experimenting you are going to get bumps in the road once in a while, it is my honest recording of those experiences that might cause alarm, but this was a case of yohimbine in a higher dose synergizing with the other peds which caused a bit too much of a feeling of malaise, will definitely learn from the experience
this is not a chaotic experimentation, there are specific goals in mind that is trying to be reached
the erectile issues are not psychological, they are physical, and unfortunately erectile issues cause a lot of psychological stress, so there is that bit of crossover, but if one is able to get the physical part of the equation solved then the rest tends to work itself out
this is not a chaotic experimentation, there are specific goals in mind that is trying to be reached
the erectile issues are not psychological, they are physical, and unfortunately erectile issues cause a lot of psychological stress, so there is that bit of crossover, but if one is able to get the physical part of the equation solved then the rest tends to work itself out
I get what your saying FY I really do having delt with severe libido/erectile issues myself it really takes its toll on you..having said that there is a line between healthy experimentation and flat out stupidity. combining high doses of erectile drugs with yohimbine is retarded man. I remember taking a small dose of yohimbine once and it felt like my heart was gonna jump out my chest. this is back when i was perfectly healthy in my early 20s. so for someone whos on all types of hormones/drugs to just randomly continually add/subtract things on a whim like that it not very bright. But its your life and trust me I empathize with some of your issues,however from reading this thread it seems to me you have actually optimized your function to prettty great levels, yet somehow your still unsatisfied. You do realize even 25 year olds dont have great sexual function/libido every single day right? I mean Im just trying to figure out what your goal is. So you have one day of "off" sexual function and you just go haywire and start throwing shit against the wall hoping it sticks. I mean adding yohimbine while your already on viagra and cialis and cabergoline and Testosterone and masteron and Tren is...well what are you hoping the yohimbine is even gonna do at that point besides make you physically ill?Im just worried that a year down the road its not yohimbine you try but maybe a brand new parkinson drug or something you read had great sexual effects so you go ahead and dose that and it royally fucks you up. not trying to bust balls but im honestly wondering if your that dumb.
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agreed bax sometimes one gets careless
I had done yohimbe before, just not combined with Viagra and dostinex
I think something else was happening too with lack of sleep and feeling a bit of a flu, ended up going a day yesterday with no injections or anything at all
woke up today feeling back to normal after a good 11 hour sleep
I had done yohimbe before, just not combined with Viagra and dostinex
I think something else was happening too with lack of sleep and feeling a bit of a flu, ended up going a day yesterday with no injections or anything at all
woke up today feeling back to normal after a good 11 hour sleep
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got a little carried away that day because the girl I was going to see is so important to me not to fail with, it makes me feel much happier and confident now that things went well with her (the sick feelings happened after I left her place luckily)
if I had failed with her and gotten ED I would have been crushed and the after effects psychologically would have rationally been pretty devastating, this is not a problem requiring psychiatry like keri mentions, this is logical and rational results and I don't think it is anyway not normal for a male to feel this way if ED causes a major disappointment at a bad time, it would be an abnormally apathetic man to not feel this way, that would be the guy that needs a psychiatrist lol
anyways, back in the groove again, feel great, just did a shot of test cyp/mast and tren, might do some hcg a little later
if I had failed with her and gotten ED I would have been crushed and the after effects psychologically would have rationally been pretty devastating, this is not a problem requiring psychiatry like keri mentions, this is logical and rational results and I don't think it is anyway not normal for a male to feel this way if ED causes a major disappointment at a bad time, it would be an abnormally apathetic man to not feel this way, that would be the guy that needs a psychiatrist lol
anyways, back in the groove again, feel great, just did a shot of test cyp/mast and tren, might do some hcg a little later
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