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temptation and striving for more.... but health should be the main goal in life

It's definetly nice to be complimented on one's body and i agree that its pretty difficult to 'cut up' without hormone replacement when you have low hormones.

I think to get too tied up in body image is an ego pursuit and while women do like a nice body i think they dont really care as long as you give them orgasms and are good in bed.

That said, one of the reasons i havent come off hormone replacement yet is because its true that when i have low hormones i basically spin my wheels at the gym and while im not much bigger now on hormone replacement i am generally leaner than before which is nice.

It would be nice to be able to walk around naked and totally ripped so during and after sex i look like a roman god. I dont really have that as a goal but ya it would be nice. Lol.

I'm on a pretty moderate hormone replacement so i dont think i will achieve what you achieve but i do think i can continue to get into good shape and get lean and muscular much moreso than without hormones.

foreveryoung said:
I was with a hot 20 something year old girl, and the moment I took my shirt off the compliments started rolling, she was genuinely impressed and didn't hesitate to tell me "I love your body" "You have an amazing body"..... after we had sex I flipped her over and proceeded to give her a strong handed massage, her back, and legs, and feet, she was so relaxed and then came the "I'm loving you" as I did her feet, then more compliments after "your body is great, you're so hot, you were so good"

I'm over double her age and she was super crazy about my looks, this rocks (guaranteed my body is way better than any of the 20 to 30 year old club going guys she probably might normally hang out with out there)

something about a really lean body, when your back fat is gone, when you can see vascularity around your pelvis, when your 6 pack has ridiculous deep lean cuts, I impress myself when I look in the mirror, even the way you move is so much sleeker and "sexy" when you are super lean yet muscular (and I am not at all bulky, more of a strong swimmers or male model size physique, which is best and never have anyone even mention steroids)
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for sure Tyler, as one gets past 40 hormone replacement of any kind can be a huge difference, but to get ripped up it takes much more, my diet is super disciplined to the extreme (I don't meet many people that have the willpower in eating and diet that I do 365 days a year) and my protocol is very aggressive.... maybe it is a bit of an ego pursuit, maybe because deep down I have confidence issues that I need to be extremely better than the next guy just to help deal with it, but it is what it is and I am a different person when I am optimized in these ways, more of an achiever, more successful, more confident
 
foreveryoung said:
.... maybe it is a bit of an ego pursuit, maybe because deep down I have confidence issues that I need to be extremely better than the next guy just to help deal with it, but it is what it is and I am a different person when I am optimized in these ways, more of an achiever, more successful, more confident
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It's all good man. Hey if it helps boost your confidence and it isnt harming others, i guess fuck it right?
 
update, doing as good as ever, got it all smooth and running fine

sexual function great, completely reliable whenever I need it and do a little pre sex supplementation for confidence

super lean, strong

trying hard to think of any bad things, if anything my sleep is a little sporadic, but that could be because of nighttime distractions computers movies etc, but I often find myself feeling like a nap in the daytime and coffee doesn't seem to work for me very much
 
had a crazy day today, and don't get the wrong impression because today was out of the ordinary, normally I only ejaculate once per day usually, but today I had a very important date to me, and did a fairly large injection of pt141 and melanotan 2 this morning with a little extra hcg, and a bit of proviron, and some other supplements including a little yohimbe, on top of my usual protocol

just finished my 5th orgasm/ejaculation of the day, and semen ejaculate volume was still quite good.... I think that will be it for the day, but function really surprised me today, never thought this was possible, things just came to a synergistic combination today that worked. on a bad note though, I felt sick all day from the peptides and yohimbe, queasy and crampy and malaise
 
I was getting some headaches off and on, and after some experimentation found that it was a side effect of masteron dosage getting a bit high, so I have brought the masteron dose down and that solved the problem quickly
 
kind of in a bit of a mess today, and last night, had a very important date with a hot girl and got in a bit of a "pre-sex supplementation frenzy" again wanting everything to work out well, went overboard as usual and felt pretty shitty all evening, but performance turned out pretty good, then after felt really sick and didn't sleep well, this morning I am getting better as the supplements leave my system, but still feel kind of gross. tons of wood all night and extreme morning wood but that comes with feeling nausea and shitty all around

hate when I do this to myself, it takes a total day or two to recover mentally and physically
 
been awhile since an update

I've settled into a protocol now that has been pretty reliable, and fairly good overall, feel good not tired all the time, libido and function is pretty good, and the only drawback is that my shoulder joints are pretty ruined right now, which may or may not be due to protocol

doing 25mg test cyp, 25mg masteron prop, 10mg tren, 100iu hcg, per day
 
LW64 said:
Wow.
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yeah, I thought I would never go back to it, but it does definitely make me feel better, and for some reason right now I am not noticing much in the way of bad estrogen effects, maybe just a little in the erection department, but feeling of wellbeing is much better now than it was months ago, I'm not as sleepy
 
I notice a lot of precum lately, even before I get fully erect sometimes

I think if I was to take a tiny dose of AI it might harden up and maintain erection, but there is so much drawback to AI that I think I will avoid them in the meantime
 
foreveryoung said:
I notice a lot of precum lately, even before I get fully erect sometimes.
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That's the HCG. Next thing will be your balls get bigger.

When I first tried it, I injected every day and my E2 went into outer space. The next time I tried it, I injected half the same weekly total 2x/week and that worked better...much, much better.

IOW, if 100 IUs every day gives you trouble, take a break from it for a while and then try 350 IUs 2x/week.
 
I seem to notice quick results from it libido wise so that the day i inject is better than the next day when i wasn't doing it every day, but maybe i need to experiment more because it could be changing e2 levels causing that
 
well after all this time kind of found a fairly ok groove, still could be a bit better confidence wise, nerves will fuddle an intimate situation sometimes unless I am completely optimized, but I do have the abiility to orgasm a couple times a day

current protocol, every day injections 30mg test cyp, 15 mg masteron, 10mg tren, 80iu hcg
25 mg proviron daily, 5mg cialis

occasional letrozole I am experimenting with seems to help but I am erring low for fear of going the other way
 
ok, adding the letrozole in seems to be a good thing, just need to be careful dosing I think

boosted some dosage a bit too

settling in to this protocol now:
every day injections, 35 mg test cyp, 20mg masteron, 12 mg tren, 80iu hcg, 25 or 50m proviron daily, 4mg cialis, 0.1mg letrozole, .5mg hydergine
 
"every day injections, 35 mg test cyp, 20mg masteron, 12 mg tren, 80iu hcg, 25 or 50m proviron daily, 4mg cialis, 0.1mg letrozole, .5mg hydergine"

Sometimes i want to go nuts and experiment like you but ive been on so many mood meds, and then so many different protocols with TRT that now that i think i would fuck myself up trying all the meds you are on. I tried hcg before and i get way too estrogenic on it. I was on arimidex with injections for a while but i couldnt get the dosing either for either one. I dont know what masteron is but it seems to help you and tren scares me.

I'm looking to come off TRT in August because im just tired of it. Will draw baseline levels and then retest in a month to see if my natty production comes back or not. If it doesnt ill go back on but im taking a 4-6 week break from TRT starting in August.
 
still not sure what to do AI and dosage wise, last night and today were interesting... I need to be optimized more, but overall things were more on the successful side than not, had a girl half my age come over and stay the night, pressure was strong to perform well, turned out she was super horny which I guess goes with being young, we drank a lot of booze together too, which doesn't help matters, I was only moderately successful through the night, we had sex many multiple times but being drunk and condoms reducing sensitivity fucks me up, I was able to go for like a minute or two hard and then would lose the erection, she was getting annoyed, I tried to make up for it with oral and was able to give her an orgasm with oral, but even after that she wanted more penile sex, so the short sessions continued until we passed out, I told her I would be better in the morning (which I kind of hoped morning wood would help me out in that department)

morning was better, I was able to go hard and long enough to bring myself to orgasm, and she was enjoying it although I think she was annoyed that I didn't last longer, I ended up rushing because I was afraid I would the erection so maybe only took a few minutes. More oral through the afternoon, then I took a viagra and surprisingly got great effect out of it and ended up really pounding her and she had an orgasm, and I even kept going after her orgasm, got called a stud, things really went well for a while when under the optimum effects..... then to finish the visit in the early evening we went to have sex and i couldn't get it up, so that kind of sucked and I wish I hadn't have tried as it would have been nice to end things on the "stud" note

so all in all I basically fucked and ate her out for a good 18 hours and other than the total failure at the very end I think I impressed her..... there were a few comments from her like "you are so hard to turn on", this is where I need to improve, I need to be able to go from soft to hard consistently and quickly
 
...and the pressure on my protocol continues, she told me she wants to come over tomorrow night... I gotta be ready to go and hard for marathon sex and failure is not an option, no room for error which makes it hard because I know my protocol is still not optimized but i have to be very careful not to make a screw up in protocol that wipes out a night of libido, can't afford any errors like that, so have to try very hard to play it safe while trying to optimize.... I'm a little scared and uncertain
 
foreveryoung said:
...and the pressure on my protocol continues, she told me she wants to come over tomorrow night... I gotta be ready to go and hard for marathon sex and failure is not an option, no room for error which makes it hard because I know my protocol is still not optimized but i have to be very careful not to make a screw up in protocol that wipes out a night of libido, can't afford any errors like that, so have to try very hard to play it safe while trying to optimize.... I'm a little scared and uncertain
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Just relax and enjoy it. You make sex seem like a math equation lol if you cant get it up just pop a Viagra like you did the other time. And also go down on her and make her give you head. Also i think a bit of booze would be good for you as you seem to overthink things sometimes. It will shut off your brain. Not a lot but like a glass or two of wine will help you.
 
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