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thanks... i just felt so horrible because she was already a little depressed cuz of a job situation, and she really wanted an orgasm to forget about that, so the timing i picked to fail was brutal..... she texted me a loving message just now, so she is totally into me and not just my dick, but i mean it all is part of the package and you hate to disappoint the girl you find super hot and are in love with, they are sensitive too no matter how much logic you bring into it


thinking about it all, my situation my whole life is i was always a little sensitive to stress and pressure with erection, even when a teenager, so that is why i need a protoco where my erection is there even on top of stress
 
it was crazy, i remember looking at her naked body, she is really hot, I am totally attracted to her like she is my dream girl, and meanwhile my stupid dick is sitting there limp, totally fucked situation

that is one reason i like the pt141, it seems to not care what your brain is thinking, you don't have to be turned on or anything, and it will randomly give you erections you can do something with to save situations like this where your mind is fucking you up and not enough libido is there to override the stress.... problem with the pt141 is the timing is so impossible to predict, you could be totally limp when she wants it, then she falls asleep and 10 minutes later you have a raging boner that won't go away... ive woken her many times with that lol

viagra and cialis do nothing when your libido is low and or you are under stress, can be on a ton of viagra and still be totally limp, or get an erection that lasts 30 seconds then goes limp
 
I should also mention, i am kind of off the tren, or at least way less than before, im on a long ester so it is not certain what daily levels were, but i went a good week with no tren and then recently added in tiny doses

i remember a while back when i lost libido totally one of the things i did then that might have caused it was stop tren,,

i hate to think that my body has been on tren for so long that it needs it now for a properly functioning libido.... i was getting tired of the sweating, although i am still sweating off of it for some reason, and endurance aerobically is worse on tren, but maybe i will up the tren dose, still not sure
 
foreveryoung said:
i hate to think that my body has been on tren for so long that it needs it now for a properly functioning libido.... i was getting tired of the sweating, although i am still sweating off of it for some reason, and endurance aerobically is worse on tren, but maybe i will up the tren dose, still not sure
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I warned you about Tren. There have been many guys on these forums who complain about "Tren killed my libido" or "Libido wrecked after Tren cycle"

I'd just lay off that stuff man.
 
foreveryoung said:
it was crazy, i remember looking at her naked body, she is really hot, I am totally attracted to her like she is my dream girl, and meanwhile my stupid dick is sitting there limp, totally fucked situation
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Yeah that sucks. I couldnt get it up for the hottest girl right now (off TRT total limp dick) so i know that how it is when your body just wont respond.

Your protocol is so complex i cant even pinpoint what is doing what. You probably know it fairly well tho.

Get back on the horse next time and take her for a ride ;)
 
she called me just now and dying to see me... ie. She wants to have sex all night.... did a quick shot of pt141 and Hcg and my protocol, tripled up on proviron and on my way to her place... tonight is so important, libido feels weak at the moment, need a miracle
 
well, things went great after all

started out a bit rocky, got hard and started having sex but lost the erection within a minute and it wouldn't come back, girl was visibly depressed but we did something else for a bit and then about an hour later good erection came and i was able to give her an orgasm..... then morning is when things got great, woke up with extreme wood, bugged her for a bit while she was sleeping and got her awake and then pounded her pretty good and she had a great orgasm, my erection stayed and about half hour later i was in her again going hard... this continued off and on for a few hours, she got tired of the pounding and said she needed a break but she was in pleasure land...... my erection stayed for a while still, it was pretty much rock solid erect for three hours with maybe a small break here and there

so this protocol works well for one i can target to a time range... it becomes a disaster if she wants me to stay longer or if plans change, as the crash seems to come and then sex is really difficult, but when the timing is right i am greatness
 
I forgot to mention that i have added letrozole in to my protocol a bit here and there, yesterday i did .5 mg of letro, and a few days ago the same... it really seems to help, but moreso with a blast of hcg, so i dont know what to think, that maybe i am going too e2 low from the letro and then the hcg comes and reverses that and things work well?
 
she's been texting me all evening now, sexting and texting, life is good

i wish i could be that machine on demand at any time and all times without warning, it is still a fear that she meets me randomly when i am not prepared and wants sex, needing to prepare is the part that is no good, and the pt141 is not the most pleasant thing to be on, and the timing of it is still shitty to try to time right..... wish i could figure out a set and forget protocol where great sex was possible on demand 24 7 as needed without needing viagra and all the other stuff, i don't even think the viagra is really all that helpful, it gives a short window of a bit of a boost but it needs a whole lot of help from the rest of the protocol to actually be useful really

another fear is it would be nice to be able to go on holidays with her somewhere and be in a hotel for days, no way that could work the way i am doing things now.... also the spontaneous kind of romantic thing is not so good, like where you might be driving somewhere and your girl reaches over into your pants and gets you off, that won't work for me not being prepared, so if she tried to surprise me thinking she was being romantic and sexy it would just be disappointment and hurt feelings
 
foreveryoung said:
i wish i could be that machine on demand at any time and all times without warning, it is still a fear that she meets me randomly when i am not prepared and wants sex, needing to prepare is the part that is no good, and the pt141 is not the most pleasant thing to be on, and the timing of it is still shitty to try to time right..... wish i could figure out a set and forget protocol where great sex was possible on demand 24 7 as needed without needing viagra and all the other stuff, i don't even think the viagra is really all that helpful, it gives a short window of a bit of a boost but it needs a whole lot of help from the rest of the protocol to actually be useful really

another fear is it would be nice to be able to go on holidays with her somewhere and be in a hotel for days, no way that could work the way i am doing things now.... also the spontaneous kind of romantic thing is not so good, like where you might be driving somewhere and your girl reaches over into your pants and gets you off, that won't work for me not being prepared, so if she tried to surprise me thinking she was being romantic and sexy it would just be disappointment and hurt feelings
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Seems psychologically unhealthy to me. To want to be a "machine" everytime you are hanging with your girl.

I dont get why with the high doses of your protocol you have ed issues but then again you are an older guy so maybe ill have the same issues when im older too.
 
I think my estrogens are extremely low, my abs are paper thin and super ripped like stage quality, usually they are ripped but they seem to have taken to a new level like zero water and fat, weighed myself and I am down a few pounds too.... guess it could be dehydration too, but I don't think so

and libido has been strong all day, function a little soft erection wise getting started then hardens right up for a fair while, it has seemed to me for a long time that my libido and function are better with nearly no estrogen compared to a tiny bit high estrogen, from past experience

not sure what I will do now AI wise.... it might still be that there is letrozole in my system, that was about a week ago I did the last of and recently been doing aromasin, with a 12.5mg dose yesterday and half that today, might continue the aromasin, or might risk taking no AI and see where that goes
 
Tyler81 said:
Seems psychologically unhealthy to me. To want to be a "machine" everytime you are hanging with your girl.

I dont get why with the high doses of your protocol you have ed issues but then again you are an older guy so maybe ill have the same issues when im older too.
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she already gave notice to me that when her period is over she wants to be able to tell me what she wants for once and she wants me to fuck her missionary style rock hard for a whole hour, at least i have about a week notice to try to optimize my protocol, but that will be a bit of a challenge with lots possible to go wrong, a little nervous, but will just try to be logical about it and optimize as well as I can
 
foreveryoung said:
she wants me to fuck her missionary style rock hard for a whole hour, at least i have about a week notice to try to optimize my protocol, but that will be a bit of a challenge with lots possible to go wrong, a little nervous, but will just try to be logical about it and optimize as well as I can
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Lol and i want a genie in a bottle that grants me wishes :D:D:D

You're gonna get into trouble when you set such high expectations for sex. Even pornstars dont last an hour and they probably bust bunch of times during a scene and "reload".

I would lol in her face and say "ya ok no. i'm not a fucking robot"
 
MR10X said:
PT 141........
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yeah, i use too much of that stuff lately, if it was a tad more reliable timing wise and didnt have the shitty side effects it would be the greatest, but agree with you it is a key ingredient in the arsenal to have on hand, the problem for me is when she wants to have hours of sex multiple days in a row, and if i go over to her place and she wants to keep me there and my pt141 is hidden at my place miles away
 
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