temptation and striving for more.... but health should be the main goal in life

[foreveryoung]

Lol and i want a genie in a bottle that grants me wishes

You're gonna get into trouble when you set such high expectations for sex. Even pornstars dont last an hour and they probably bust bunch of times during a scene and "reload".

I would lol in her face and say "ya ok no. i'm not a fucking robot"

maybe I've spoiled her already with marathon erections and sessions, she knows i can do it, she has no clue that my hormones are all over the place from day to day though and it is hard for me to be a machine on demand though

 

[foreveryoung]

still debating with myself on the AI thing, woke up with great morning wood and was pretty horny yesterday, was going to try to go without the AI again but then the wood and all makes me wonder if i should just stick with it, the thing is if if i do aromasin in too small of a daily dose it might not help and ill still wonder if im tanking due to buildup

tough decision, im leaning toward 6mg per day of aromasin every day, maybe I'll risk going with 3mg instead, but i did have a pretty good day after taking 12 the other day

 

[foreveryoung]

still not having good luck with the AI situation, might just lower test again and get back on the bit higher dose of tren

just injected 30mg test, 30mg tren, 25 mg masteron and took 25mg proviron, no AI today

might avoid hcg as much as possible too, will hope the tren gets the libido boost and lower test gives erection duration

 

[foreveryoung]

I should record this for future scrutiny.... I've been taking aromasin daily, 6mg or so, but still losing erection after a minute of sex after starting rock hard, I am thinking my e2 might be too low, my abs are so ripped now I must be shed of all water so that kind of points to no e2, and another thing happened, I was pretty turned on all morning and afternoon yesterday, then I did a shot of hcg, maybe 80iu and it seemed like within an hour after that shot libido went to garbage and it was not good the rest of the day and even into today, so I don't know what to make of that, it makes me think e2 is too high, so I am torn in two directions, body "look" of composition says I'm super dry, yet the reaction of killing libido from a small hcg shot makes me think the other way

regardless, I am stopping the aromasin, and I am bumping tren back up.... I originally tried to drop or taper way down on the tren, due to the sweating and terrible aerobic endurance (strangely I still sweat like crazy on my protocol without tren), but it seems for me libido just isnt the same when i am off tren, so I'm going to drop testosterone down, drop the AI, and bump the tren dosage up, maybe keeping masteron moderate, and possibly use caber a little, will see how it goes

 

[foreveryoung]

I feel like I want to simplify things
testosterone is such a crude drug to be the center point of my protocol, I'm going to use it at a modest dose to support estrogen and a little dht, but for libido and body composition I think I'm going to go back to relying on tren as the integral part of my protocol, and try to cut back on ancillaries as much as I can as I go

still not sure what to do with masteron and or proviron, maybe the dht from the testosterone will be enough and I can rely on tren for the strong androgenic effects, or maybe I'll continue with smaller masteron dose.... sometimes I wonder if it might interfere with dht libido effects. but it might also help in fighting estrogen sides.... I wish I knew a definite answer

No AI, I try and try again and the half life's and delayed effects and rebounds of these drugs make them a real nightmare to try to achieve long term good results .. no more letro, arimidex, aromasin

so lately I've been frontloading tren enth and cut back test dose already, will try to see what level feels best, need reliable strong libido and erection function along with health ie normal blood pressure, no water retention, etc ... I just need to simplify if I can achieve the necessary results without all the stresses of adjusting so many parts to the protocol... hoping the high tren low test protocol can achieve this... I've got so much experience now with these and other than the sweating and amped up emotional outlook on life, tren is the greatest aas I have found

 

[foreveryoung]

Hcg is another I am unsure how I will proceed, want the good effects. But Hcg is a little difficult kind of like the AIs, one shot has effects for multiple days, and they vary day to day and are not all good , and have effects on the rest of the protocol confusing things... I'm convinced that there are times my erections went bad due to e2 from Hcg a day or so later combined with whatever else was happening in my protocol, it just adds to the confusion, I might try to sneak a small amount in once in a while when I think I might not be seeing my girlfriend for a couple days

 

[foreveryoung]

thinking about my life and my good fortunes of late, my girlfriend is so amazing, love her so much, here I am almost 50 and my girlfriend is gorgeous, half my age, super smart and so perfect to be with, we can lay in bed for 16 hours, we can go out, we can drink hard together, study, go to the gym, anything, it just feels so good and she wants to be with me all the time too . Her body is unreal, I am blown away all the time, magazine girls don't look as good as her and seeing her walk around my apartment in only panties I am a turned on mass of horniness all the time, can't stop thinking of her 24/7... it blows me away how my life is going, I remember a few years back being off all aas and no will at all to get a girlfriend or much of anything, wasted years...

 

[foreveryoung]

one thing that is so awesome, is she is a young hottie, yet she makes me feel like the hot one, she pretty much worships my abs and chest, always wanting my shirt off, talking about my abs... being on a tren protocol vs a testosterone protocol ensures that my ripped look will remain which is pretty important to me... good luck doing that on a regular trt dosed protocol unless you have insane genetics already, on test only it is so hard to get those last mm of cutaneous fat off of the lower abs and so easy to have a bit of water there too

 

[Tyler81]

testosterone is such a crude drug to be the center point of my protocol

That doesnt make any sense. Testosterone should be the backbone of your protocol. I dont get how it's crude when its what your body naturally produces. Your body doesnt produce designer steriods.

 

[foreveryoung]

That doesnt make any sense. Testosterone should be the backbone of your protocol. I dont get how it's crude when its what your body naturally produces. Your body doesnt produce designer steriods.

exogenous test is crude, it aromatises differently than natural, because of the way the levels are, it turns into estrogen and maybe dht, all of that being imperfect and unpredictable

it is a crude way to improve body composition, if the dose gets high enough to make a big enough difference you run into other problems, blood pressure, oily skin, water retention

it is crude, tren feels a million times more advanced to me

 

[Tyler81]

one thing that is so awesome, is she is a young hottie, yet she makes me feel like the hot one, she pretty much worships my abs and chest, always wanting my shirt off, talking about my abs... being on a tren protocol vs a testosterone protocol ensures that my ripped look will remain which is pretty important to me... good luck doing that on a regular trt dosed protocol unless you have insane genetics already, on test only it is so hard to get those last mm of cutaneous fat off of the lower abs and so easy to have a bit of water there too

I feel like you have body dsymorphia issues which is where you need to keep getting more and more cut and ripped and toned and jacked. At 50 you'd think life would be more than your physique.

It's great you have a hot gf. Kudos to you for that.

It just seems you have some self esteem issues which come across in some of your posts.

 

[foreveryoung]

hmm, dunno about that, self esteem is good with being proud to make yourself hot, i think that is normal, life at 50 is the same as life at 25, you want sex and good companionship above all else, those that are neutered by no androgens in their systems make life about something else, like sitting in a home waiting to die, I am better now than I was when I was in my twenties, the number of my age is meaningless really

and no, I don't need to get "more" ripped and jacked, I'm actually not big at all, I am mens health cover model type physique, skinny muscular with a six pack, that is good for me, i don't need to be bigger or more ripped, I am where I want to be now, no dysmorphia

 

[Tyler81]

It's just that by 30 i realized that being the mens health cover doesnt matter. You dont need to be super ripped and you dont need to perform like a porn star in bed everytime.

You havent realized you are good enough for that hot girl even without a six pack and even if you have a limp dick once in awhile.

 

[foreveryoung]

It's just that by 30 i realized that being the mens health cover doesnt matter. You dont need to be super ripped and you dont need to perform like a porn star in bed everytime.

You havent realized you are good enough for that hot girl even without a six pack and even if you have a limp dick once in awhile.

um maybe, but I am also realistic enough to realize that if I was natural at this age, I don't think I would have gotten this girl regardless of how good enough I am, there is a lot involved in attraction, and a turning point in our early knowing of each other before things turned more hot and heavy between us was when she saw my six pack abs the first time

she's in love with me now, but initial irresistable attraction has a lot to do with physical, and the typical body of an over 30 guy with natural hormones isn't all that super hot... my girl is crazy about my body, talks about it every day

if I was natural, we'd still be in the friendzone, I'm pretty sure about that.... crossing in to the supercharged sexual side of things, which takes the emotional relationship to a whole different level, requires that extreme charged attraction to kickstart things and let the love grow rapidly from that start

 

[foreveryoung]

pretty much the first thing she does when she comes over or i go to her place is come up to me and rip my shirt off and rake her fingernails across my chest and abs and back

 

[Ozzy619]

still not having good luck with the AI situation, might just lower test again and get back on the bit higher dose of tren

just injected 30mg test, 30mg tren, 25 mg masteron and took 25mg proviron, no AI today

might avoid hcg as much as possible too, will hope the tren gets the libido boost and lower test gives erection duration

Did you ever lower your test and raise your tren? I think I've posted this before on here, but I dropped my test and raised my tren and I really like it. Im almost too horny. Also get your AI on a more consistent basis so you're body can adjust and stabilize. Changing the dose alot is going to affect you negatively. I would suggest dosing small and adjust going up depending on how you feel.

 

[foreveryoung]

Did you ever lower your test and raise your tren? I think I've posted this before on here, but I dropped my test and raised my tren and I really like it. Im almost too horny. Also get your AI on a more consistent basis so you're body can adjust and stabilize. Changing the dose alot is going to affect you negatively. I would suggest dosing small and adjust going up depending on how you feel.

what is your exact protocol now? I want to avoid AI if I can, right now I am thinking something like 175mg test 300 mg tren per week for long term, with no AI if I can manage, but maybe test is still too high? I might add in a little masteron too but still theorizing a bit

I need solid erections more than anything else, I don't care if i cant get off myself, or anything else, I want to have the reliable rock hard erection available as needed, and sort everything else out from there

 

[Ozzy619]

what is your exact protocol now? I want to avoid AI if I can, right now I am thinking something like 175mg test 300 mg tren per week for long term, with no AI if I can manage, but maybe test is still too high? I might add in a little masteron too but still theorizing a bit

I need solid erections more than anything else, I don't care if i cant get off myself, or anything else, I want to have the reliable rock hard erection available as needed, and sort everything else out from there

Im taking 125mgs of Test E 2x a week (mon/friday) Tren Ace 100mgs eod and .5mgs of adex e3d. I can bang my wife at least 3x a day. She hates it. Also keep in mind if your gear is under dosed this could be affecting you too. Hope this helps.

 

[foreveryoung]

Im taking 125mgs of Test E 2x a week (mon/friday) Tren Ace 100mgs eod and .5mgs of adex e3d. I can bang my wife at least 3x a day. She hates it. Also keep in mind if your gear is under dosed this could be affecting you too. Hope this helps.

thanks, I am on this long term not planning on coming off

how long have you been taking the arimidex? I found with AI's I would get good results but then things seemed to complicate long term, I am hoping that by keeping test under 200 mg I might be able to avoid AI, but I might be just wishful thinking at that

 

[foreveryoung]

libido very very strong now, but erection function is still funny, got very rock hard but couldn't maintain it very long, stayed turned on but limp after a minute or so of stimulation, but felt very turned on like I could orgasm while limp

not sure if estrogen is still a culprit, or just have to give it some time now that libido is roaring on strong, will see what happens without any kneejerk estrogen adjustments at this point