temptation and striving for more.... but health should be the main goal in life

had an orgasm and orgasm quality was outstanding, and ejaculation great, function that way is perfect, just need harder longer lasting erections and all will be good
 
great day yesterday, gave her 5 orgasms over the whole day, it sure proves to me how much a woman falls in love with you when you are giving her orgasms, she is all over me now cuddling and all content look of love in her eyes

I feel better too, getting test down and tren up and dropping the ai seems to be a good thing so far, since im using tren enth I expect things to smooth out and get even better hopefully, sweating is the worst side, and it is super difficult to orgasm, but giving my girl 5 orgasms and not even having one myself yesterday is kind of cool in a way, she wanted me to have one but I got too tired out
 
Things are going great, we were both really tired after a long day last night but I still gave her a great orgasm and followed less than a minute later with an insanely strong orgasm off my own... refraction time was quick I was rock hard and wanting to go again less than a couple hours later but she was spent and satisfied

feeling very optimistic about life right now
 
still going ok, still using the pt141 too much, and way too much viagra and cialis, part of it is the need to overcome the psychological side of things, nervousness etc , although when it all comes together it is a glory that was never even achievable as a young man naturally (but there are in between times of total limpness that won't rise at all, hence always keeping me on my toes and a but if worry in the back of my mind)

doing around 275mg tren enth, 175mg test cyp, 100mg masteron now, cabergoline here and there, no ai or Hcg ... get a bit crazy with the viagra some nights in the 250mg range over a 24 hour period on top of a little cialis
 
another great night last night...

dropping the proviron I think was a good move, huge great moves were dropping AI and hcg. caber seems to be doing good things, but the da drowsiness is a concern, works out if u want to lay in bed having sex all day and watching tv but takes away motivation to go anywhere . I tried cutting back on the viagra yesterday and performed extremely well so I think the megadosing I was doing before is an unnecessary crutch when other things are in need of fixing .. tren is still a wonder drug imo, testosterone is ok but prone to cause problems so must be kept moderate

Joints are sore though maybe hormone related, I'd consider adding deca but really don't want to risk libido
 
funny thoughts, last night gave her 4 orgasms, had sex multiple times all evening, a little this morning, then she had to go to work, and here I am laying in bed with a persistent erection squirming around very turned on and waiting til I can go see her again this evening, but no motivation to do anything else, kind of a decadent lifestyle
 
if you really want to see a girl fall extremely in love with you, start giving her multiple orgasms on a consistent basis (and treat her well too of course)
 
Great job keeping this going. Deca does wonders for my knees, so I'm thinking doing something similar to you, but with Deca instead of Mast. (125mg Test Cyp, 125mg Deca and 50-100mg Tren E) If you do add Deca, keep us updated on the libido/performance. Have you tried Pramipexole rather than Cabergolone? Seems if you can handle the sides, it's a win/win addition.
 
still off tren, playing with different doses of masteron and test, every day injections

one thing I've noticed is over time things change in your body so that experiences you had with compounds in the past may not be the same now, I know that being on tren for years has changed me and my system
 
things seem to be getting better, sticking with the every day injections moderate test and masteron a little less and added in aromasin trying to keep dosage minimal, noticing a big improvement. Also small dose caber and occasional prami small dosage. ...maybe 100iu Hcg per week too
 
This has been one of those most interesting yet disturbing threads I have ever read. There is more to life than sex and boners,lol. In fact the less you think about it and care about it the better it will be. If they had a Libido/Boner Obsession Anynomhous you'd def be a prime canidate! lol

You'll never achieve your goals until you fix your thinking. I'm pretty sure it was mentioned before but its the thinking that is causes these problems not the tweeks in hormones. Yes the tweaks also effect it but the thinking is what leads you to believe you need to change something because your dick isn't standing in attention at that moment. You've beeen fucking yourself taking viagra. That shit kills alot of sensation and while it helps to get it up it will also help to keep it down due to the loss of sensation.

I'd up the HCG for increased penile sensitivity and full functioning nuts. Does 100iu HCG a week even do anything?

True libido isn't an overwhelming sense of horniness. Many times it may seem I'm not horny until an attractive women walks by. Much of this I believe is the dopamine-libido connection. If levels are low or downregulated from using dopamine agonists or having too high of test levels for too long it will kill libido.

Taking a break from masterbation and only having sex would help you quite a bit. I did an experiment with not masterbating for a month and my penis became fuller and more sensitive. You've probably lost quite a bit of sensitivty from excessive sex and wanking. I then went on to only masterbate at minimum once every 7 days and its done wonders for sensitivity. Now with high hormone levels when the wind blows its up. Fuck Viagra. I need Die-agra

The neverending energy of an 18yr old that you seek comes from a body that hasn't been tampered with and infused with chemicals and toxic foods. Many people who go back to a pure diet of mainly raw fruits and veggies end up with energy levels of a young child. Something to think about. I doubt it'd ever be completely achievable while taking hormones though. I know you said you eat healthy but even healthy meats can make your body acidic and slow you down. Eating very light with healthy natural fats fruits and veggies provide never ending energy. Avoiding all stimulants is another big one to keep adrenals functioning fully.

In a way I admire what your trying but feel like you've been screwing yourself with the added androgens, viagra and dopamine agonists. While on dopamine agonists the libido should be through the roof but if you don't taper them and experience any sort of mild withdrawal it will effect mood and performance. I'm sure you know that but I don't know if you know your playing with fire staying on those for long periods. You will become dependent for life if you arn't already.
 
Joelski are you on any test or anything currently? Lol ive tried eating nothing but raw fruits and veggies before with healthy fats and it totally annhilated my energy. Just wondering if your supported with some hormones or something to be able to constantly eat that way.
 
I like having sex every day and getting wood thinking about what I plan to do to my wife later. Plus the loss of sensitivity of everyday sex makes you a porn star. When your wife has orgasms every day, she is happy, and a happy wife makes a happy life.
 
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