Who is our biggest, most shredded member at Meso?

EVERYBODY cares about being big. Dont let them fool you. Those strong ass elite PL wanna be as big as bodybuilders. Those big ass bodybuilders wanna be as strong as elite PL. Those little guys all wanna be taller. Those tall guys all wanna be shorter. The regular ppl in public always give the eye. Either them or their girl does. Some times its a look of WOW, that guys huge! Some times its a look of OH FUCK! Some times its a jealous look. Some times its double or a triple look. Some are excited and just wanna talk or ask advice. Some would just rather avoid you. Some are too shy or just plain intimidated. Some are egotistical assholes and their ego gets in the way of logic. You know the type...they puff their chest out when your around. Suddenly their posture becomes more rigid. Trying to appear as large as possible. Theyll sway their arms a little more. Walk with swagger that wouldnt otherwise be there.

Everyone cares about size. Its ingrained in to men to notice it. Its ingrained in to females to desire it. Its basic human nature.
Bang on couldn't of said it any better all of those happen to me too
 
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Me too, but the other way. I'm the jealous,scared, mesmerized, egotistical one.
I remember when i was a teenager and being around the big guys in the gym. I felt like a weenie you know. I would always watch them in between what i was doing. It was alot of inspiration and some fear as well. Fear of idk...not being like them? Inadequacy? I remember thinking what if...someday i could look like them! How freaky that would be. How awesome it would be. You know this stuff is ingrained in us. My dad was a freak i always said and its hard to get over how impressive that is when their in there prime and chewing bubble gum and kickin ass! You know now i find myself in that peculiar position. I dont always notice it but im becoming more aware now. Alot of eye ballz in the gym now. Especially the younger ones. Like i was back then doing the same thing. I try to remember how unapproachable i can be and i try to smile more cuz its alot more welcoming. People get the wrong impression. You know the LESS serious ones? Like im isolated or mean or hostile looking. Im trying to be better about that. Cuz theres some good info i can pass along in the gym to the ones that are receptive to it.

Just last week i was helping a pair of HS aged boys with their squat form. They both had ALOT of butt wink in their squat. I was helping them breakdown their form down and the mechanics of the squat. Helping them see things they never seen or probably even thought of before. Finally i decided it would be best to have them front squat. Viola, problems with form solved. Its like i could see their minds running and see them thinking now. Maybe someday when their squatting 8hundo theyll remember that old bald headed bastard and think fondly of it when they were just weenies themselves. I know i remember those guys that helped me early on :)
 
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I remember when i was a teenager and being around the big guys in the gym. I felt like a weenie you know. I would always watch them in between what i was doing. It was alot of inspiration and some fear as well. Fear of idk...not being like them? Inadequacy? I remember thinking what if...someday i could look like them! How freaky that would be. How awesome it would be. You know this stuff is ingrained in us. My dad was a freak i always said and its hard to get over how impressive that is when their in there prime and chewing bubble gum and kickin ass! You know now i find myself in that peculiar position. I dont always notice it but im becoming more aware now. Alot of eye ballz in the gym now. Especially the younger ones. Like i was back then doing the same thing. I try to remember how unapproachable i can be and i try to smile more cuz its alot more welcoming. People get the wrong impression. You know the LESS serious ones? Like im isolated or mean or hostile looking. Im trying to be better about that. Cuz theres some good info i can pass along in the gym to the ones that are receptive to it.
Me to man me too except I don't smile lol jk yea its a different feeling going from being a rookie to being one of the top dogs in the gym that ppl look up too
 
I haven't been very active, but I did want to share my progress. Especially for the guys just getting started. This is my 4th cycle and I am working with someone for my first prep. The drugs are somewhat moderate from what I expected, but I also started this prep at a much higher BF than I wanted too.

First I listened to someone on this board say stop worrying about keeping your abs when bulking, just start eating and putting on mass. WRONG! Now my belief is you can keep some abs and they will be soft but no reason to let them become covered in fat. Just my new opinion from here on out. I am going to try to keep them on my next bulk.

On my previous cycle from this one I got up to 214 at 5'6" but it was a dirty 214(as you can see) This was the heaviest I have ever been, and I was hoping I put on 10+ pounds of lean muscle... truth be told I think I put 6-7 lbs on in the last 9 months. I'm not upset, but a bit disappointed.

Either way I am stoked to compete in my first show in about 6 weeks. Most of these photos are from the 8 week out mark. I still have a decent amount of fat to peel off but it is melting off as of now, and I am not using any T3 or clen. Just a CLEAN SOLID diet, and cardio. I think we will start the clen this coming week and T3 not long after.

The cycle as been pretty close to this:
GH 3 ius am and 3 ius pm ED
500mgs Sust
100mgs Prop EOD
100 mgs Tren A EOD w/2 week break @ week 10-9
400mgs EQ
400 mgs Deca weeks 16-10
30 mgs Var ED
25 mgs Adol ED w/break at week 10
ECA stack every morning

I know my first show is going to be me dropping fat all the way up until the show, but I refuse to ever put that much fat on in a bulk again. Thanks Meso for all the motivation especially on this thread. I love seeing vets and newbies working towards their goals.

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Great job Matt ! Alot of improvement this last year or two...:cool: ~Ogh
 
I remember when i was a teenager and being around the big guys in the gym. I felt like a weenie you know. I would always watch them in between what i was doing. It was alot of inspiration and some fear as well. Fear of idk...not being like them? Inadequacy? I remember thinking what if...someday i could look like them! How freaky that would be. How awesome it would be. You know this stuff is ingrained in us. My dad was a freak i always said and its hard to get over how impressive that is when their in there prime and chewing bubble gum and kickin ass! You know now i find myself in that peculiar position. I dont always notice it but im becoming more aware now. Alot of eye ballz in the gym now. Especially the younger ones. Like i was back then doing the same thing. I try to remember how unapproachable i can be and i try to smile more cuz its alot more welcoming. People get the wrong impression. You know the LESS serious ones? Like im isolated or mean or hostile looking. Im trying to be better about that. Cuz theres some good info i can pass along in the gym to the ones that are receptive to it.

Just last week i was helping a pair of HS aged boys with their squat form. They both had ALOT of butt wink in their squat. I was helping them breakdown their form down and the mechanics of the squat. Helping them see things they never seen or probably even thought of before. Finally i decided it would be best to have them front squat. Viola, problems with form solved. Its like i could see their minds running and see them thinking now. Maybe someday when their squatting 8hundo theyll remember that old bald headed bastard and think fondly of it when they were just weenies themselves. I know i remember those guys that helped me early on :)


You are a good man.
I dunno what it is with my gym, maybe because it's a yuppie gym, no one helps any one...well there's like 6-8 guys that are cool, help with form, spots, etc...but most of the members look at you like you're insane for offering help. I'm no pro, by far, and have many holes in my program. But I've offered to help a few folks, very calm and friendly approach, not my normal asshole approach, and have gotten looked at like I'm from Mars. I just smile and went on my way. Couple folks I've seen for a year or more and they make zero gains. Same size, same composition, same shitty form.
 
You are a good man.
I dunno what it is with my gym, maybe because it's a yuppie gym, no one helps any one...well there's like 6-8 guys that are cool, help with form, spots, etc...but most of the members look at you like you're insane for offering help. I'm no pro, by far, and have many holes in my program. But I've offered to help a few folks, very calm and friendly approach, not my normal asshole approach, and have gotten looked at like I'm from Mars. I just smile and went on my way. Couple folks I've seen for a year or more and they make zero gains. Same size, same composition, same shitty form.
Yeah adults are set in their ways. Ego and they dont want help no matter how badly they need it. I dont even bother. No matter how much more advanced you become over them they will still remain close minded. Kids on the other hand are still flexible enough to teach
 
Yeah adults are set in their ways. Ego and they dont want help no matter how badly they need it. I dont even bother. No matter how much more advanced you become over them they will still remain close minded. Kids on the other hand are still flexible enough to teach
Agreed. Most adults suck.

I have the same issue as you. I appear unapproachable because I have that "look" on my face and don't smile a lot in the gym but that's really just how I look when I'm concentrating. Add me wearing headphones and it detours a lot of people talking to me. Which is fine while I'm training but I honestly don't mind helping someone out or answering a question or two between sets or when I'm done.
 
Like I said I'll show my weekly updates here

183lbs on 100g carbs past few days.. one more day until a refers sunday.

It's ducking coming together. If I can carb up correctly and hit that perfect stage pump I feel so damn good about the win. Hopefully stars are perfectly aligned come 3 weeks.

Roughly 21 days to go boys.
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