@size26s
I understand your concerns about being diabetic and still living the liftstyle (purposely misspelled).
And I know you are probably not wanting to hear any rah-rahs right about now.
That said, the most important aspect of controlling diabetes and living a "normal life" is self control and strict adherence to proper dieting specifically designed for controlling blood sugar. And the good news is - as any of us who has observed you here at Meso over the years can attest - YOU HAVE DISPLAYED PHENOMENAL LEVELS OF DEDICATION!!!
So now you just need to dedicate yourself to controlling your blood sugar, in addition to your training and supplementation. Sure, you'll have to make adjustments, but you already do that with your training and supplements anyways.
Again, I know you probably don't want my rah-rah talk, but dammit, your condition can be treated! And even reversed!!!
I live within 15 minutes of three large hospitals, FULL OF PEOPLE with cancers and debilitating conditions who would give ANYTHING to have an ailment that could be treated through diet. Some of these folks I am speaking of will never leave the hospital alive. Some of them are being given days or weeks to live. They have little hope of ever improving.
But you, my good man, sure as hell do! You have already made good progress in a short amount of time. And it will get even better.
You got this, buddy. Keep us posted, you got a lot of Meso bros here for ya.