We share that bane my friend. I have two settings. ON and OFF. If I'm ON...get the fuck out of the way because whatever it is it's getting done till there ain't nothin left to do!!! When it's switched to OFF it will remain there until whatever it is has run it's course. Years of experience, wisdom if you will, has taught me what trigger's the OFF and I simply do my best to stay away from those trigger's...and some of the ON triggers too because some of them aren't healthy if you know what I mean.Thanks Mel! That means a lot! Definitely been a struggle. Luckily my bane can also be my most powerful tool. I have a super addictive personality.
From eating, to bodybuilding, to wrestling, to boxing, to mma, to work, to playing video games, to alcohol, to pot, tv shows, movies, even making money...... I can never get into something partially... it consumes every fiber of my being... that may not be healthy, but if I'm cautious, I can play it to my advantage like I have been
