Kingkersis88
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Lol yea I'm currently in a "program" I am on drugcourt. Unfortunately I got into the wrong pain medication.... I am done with that shit... well at least that's what I am saying to myself. I have had a rough experience with them. I watched my girl die. My baby mom that never did any drug when I was in prison started now she's all strung out. I lost alot and only because of my own weakness. The one thing that has kept me clean is juicing. I actually went to prison for a dirty steroid test. I was doing well till they hit me with it. Damn tren made it so noticeable. Anyways it ruined my life and I hope people who do have a problem stop. I'm from New Jersey and it's a huge problem over here.Thanks for the wishes
And there are good people...lots of them in every profession and from all walks of life.
But after time and again witnessing the things i did while my friend was sick i came away sincerely troubled by the workloads put on the nurses...the lack of training or just not giving a shit by their assistants and 1 dr after another manuevering their position in order to be insulated from litigation at the expense of a dying man.
Now on the good side...i met a couple young nurse practitioners that 9understood how pain meds work and which have a synergistic effect that enhances both.
Being a former pill head ...i pretty much can tell you how they all come on when taken...how the individual will respond and when they fall away.
Except for 1 guy a nurse practitioner nobody really seemed to give a shit or understand them.
Idk why I just said that. Herion ruined me. So be careful blues and. That other shit is no better.
But I have love for you bro and I know how it it to lose someone close to you. Just keep your head up and push forward.
Cancer is a fucked up thing. Life is weird God k ow why we have to go through this kind of shit. Just be careful with the pain meds. Especially now considering the situation.
Sorry not trying to be your therapist lol just I watch it and how it fuckes peoples lifes up on a daily basis and wish it on no one. And after losing my girl I numbed myself to the point I never grieved and it ruined me in ways I never knew.