Can I give you some advice ?
I’m not trying to preach and I’ve made every relationship mistake you can make. I know you are hurting but don’t dwell on her, nows the time to do the things that make YOU happy. Spend time doing fun shit and try some new things, you never know who you will meet along the way.
Haha I’m only joking. But I don’t have anyone to do shit with. I’ll get together with friends maybe once a month. Pretty much just work, train for several hours and then focus on my diet for the rest of the day while perusing the internet. The gym makes me happy though! Unfortunately I can’t spend 5 hours training a day if I want to make progress.