No man I know you are a good. I didn’t take it that way at all. I totally agree with the tren how it makes me feel. I get crazy night sweats. I turn into a person I don’t even know. Some of the shit I did I on tren I don’t even know who that person was it’s crazy some of things it makes you think and do. I’m a totally different person on. I’ve tried doing 12 weeks one, not smart. I became a wreck. Now I like to just use it for prep.I think it's an excellent approach bro. Not critiquing at all. Like I said, it's really close to my own personal protocol. Everyone struggles with some aspect of the lifestyle. Getting peeled is easy for some and an act of god for others. Adding quality size and thickness a whole other animal. Endless pursuit of unobtainable perfection. We are all insane by some people's standards.
Honestly, I totally get the tren thing from a personality/health perspective. I stay away from tren as long as I can also during prep but it's for the mental and health reasons not a peaking protocol.
Tren makes me miserable/mental on so many levels but it works so damn good during prep it's just a necessary evil.
I’m glad you get it about the whole perfection thing. It’s what pushes up. I can look fat one day and skinny the next. It’s something most people will never understand unless you are insane like you said. I tell people I was 126 pounds when I got married at 24 I was skin and bones but I thought I was the shit! I would take my shirt off all day. Now I’m like man I look fat I can’t take my shirt off. I feel
A show fucks you up more because you have this amazing body which you can sustain for too long and you see pictures of yourself during the process and think damn can’t wait to be ripped like that again but then it totally mind fucks you.