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Bad choice of words for sure but I think the lesson was learned--this guy seems like a pretty good guy from what I have seen on here... I am 47.. My friends and I grew up in a rough environment and we are certainly not pussies. Lost about 12 of my friends so far and suicide and drug overdose is the #1 reason... I can tell you some of the overdoses were intentional. As I type this I am looking at a picture of my best friend who took his life at 20--knew the guy since I was 6 and we hit the gym constantly and lived at each other's house... He got a gal pregnant-- he was in love... wanted to marry her-- she got abortion and broke up with him--- This guy was not a pussy-- he was an ass kicker with a broken heart.. got drunk and went 140 miles per hour on his crotch rocket... ran into a wall. The guy was adopted... most people did not know... He did not believe in abortion and thanked god every day that his birth mom did not believe in it either. I often think I screwed up-- maybe I could have done something different--- many of these people are not pussies---they are just done! The pain becomes too much and they just want peace. Sorry for the rant-- very touchy subject for me.


Sorry for your loss brother :( My main point is not directed at those who have actual issues, but at those who because of social media and such tend to think everything is the end of the world so to speak. Internet bullying is not cool, but to take your own life because someone calls you a bitch or says you're stupid or whatnot is just ridiculous.

Younger generations are VERY sensitive now a days compared to kids from the 70's and 80's and shit most early 90's kids are tough as nails, but something happened around 95 and beyond and I have no idea what's to blame really.

When I was a kid we came home when the street lights went out and if you got bullied at school you either fought it out or you cowered your years out in a locker and that was that, but now a days teenagers call each other out on FB over stupid shit and then pop pills or slit wrists so yah something is for sure wrong with newer generations IMHO.

Expecting $20/hour to work at Mc Donalds for fuck sakes lol, THAT is the newer generation! Always wanting something for nothing and when they don't get what they want they have a breakdown because that's what they were taught they were worth or some shit like that. It's a social issue really and I'm saddened that things are this way.
 
Is it weird that I'm not into porn? I can't be the only one here that doesn't care for porn?:oops: Not a lack of libido I'm horny 24/7 and fuck my wife at least 4 times a week.o_O
Im not either...anymore. Havent been in a while.
I got all i can handle with my girl. Its fucking great!
 
Is it weird that I'm not into porn? I can't be the only one here that doesn't care for porn?:oops: Not a lack of libido I'm horny 24/7 and fuck my wife at least 4 times a week.o_O

Only four times a week? My condolences...

I myself watch porn in between the four daily sex sessions I've become accustomed to. It's a little bit of a problem...
 
Only four times a week? My condolences...

I myself watch porn in between the four daily sex sessions I've become accustomed to. It's a little bit of a problem...
Well I said at least 4;). It's also at least 2 rounds :D.
 
Only four times a week? My condolences...

I myself watch porn in between the four daily sex sessions I've become accustomed to. It's a little bit of a problem...

2 grams of test a week and I'm taking extra bathroom breaks just to rub one out lol. Sad, but truth :p
 
Can't speak for psychological or emotional pain but people in chronic extreme physical pain should be able to choose medically assisted suicide IMO if they wish.

Skip to last paragraph if TL;DR for the point, read for the history lesson in a thread about the best pornstars.

I agree. Intractable pain is hell on Earth, I know a few on this board I've talked about it with but it lead to opiate addiction and let me tell you my temperment is worse off opiates because my leg or back always hurts. There was a story of a conquistador driven mad by pain during his tour in the Americas, specifically to South America around the time different areas around the Amazon were being discovered and subsequently looted for gold. Eons old idols of gold melted down and sent back to Spain. Having been a soldier, the soldier self claimed as the 'Wrath of God, prince of freedom' called Lope De Aguirre was struck with a poison dart (some say he was shot with an arqebus) in battle and suffered constant intractable but not disabling pain that deformed his leg and which is thought to have been the cause of his malevolent and downright hateful behavior. On an ill fated quest to find El Dorodo, the city of gold, being led by Pedro de Ursùa, he was the ring leader of a mutiny which left their captain and commanding officer dead, along with the slaying of his followers. Realizing that the Amazon was to swallow them into it's bowels as it had done to so many more men their betters, they re-fitted their damaged ship and sailed back towards already colonized islands nearer to capital cities with Spanish conveniences like whores and really just women, houses and alcohol. On this journey Lope De Aguirre tortured, mutilated, killed and declared war on the king Phillip II because at that point pain had altered the person who he was. He took Ursùa's mistress whom had accompanied him on the voyage and raped her before taking her for his wife, it is lost on me at this time whether the daughter he fathered was with her or another.

He was at 50 an experienced soldier scarred psychologically and physically, and the two fed into each other. He spent a quarter century fighting for the glory, more like the riches of the king, and he knew he would never more return to the place of his birth nor the place he had called home a lifetime before. During his 42 day reign of terror on the small near islands it was said by historian Angel Felix Gomez, 'There was not a man or a woman who was not treated ill by this most cruel of killers...And women he murdered as well..he murdered his own confessor, just after making confession, with a garrote around his mouth, to cause him the greatest of pain'.

After the kind Phillip II had sent forces to destroy the 'rebellion', Aguirre's group was surrounded and Aguirre himself executed but not before stabbing his daughter to death. After his death he remains something of an urban legend around those parts and when he was executed his body was drawn and quartered and taken to separate parts of the country for fear that even having his corpse complete would bring evil.

The reason I told you this story is to demonstrate that pain changes people fundamentally, absolutely. Many people who ask for death do so because many can't even move, but stew in their hated and sorrow and pain, physical and emotional. Personally, I believe Aguirre wanted this as well, and he went about it in a way he felt would be the most memorable, by declaring war against a for he would never beat but one he likely hated and held responsible for the life he lived. He could have died following orders on their ill fated journey but he wanted to bring upon the world what he was feeling. It's an interesting study, yet the accuracy of the dramatizations are irrelevant. Some people want to be destroyed when it hurts to be alive, and unless you experience it you just won't understand (I don't mean that to be condescending, more so I lament it).
 
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Interesting.

Pain also ages and deforms people's bodies.

Pain related aggression is common. I lived near an ex pro footballer carrying injuries, he would have fits of rage for no apparent reason and turned his rage to his wife and kids.
 
Interesting.

Pain also ages and deforms people's bodies.

Pain related aggression is common. I lived near an ex pro footballer carrying injuries, he would have fits of rage for no apparent reason and turned his rage to his wife and kids.

Yes, I can relate. It sounds fucked up but my level of taking shit when I'm in pain is very low and often times can come off as being an objectively mean or hateful person. I have heard people when I was in college remark when they got to know me that they thought I was 'different' meaning a prick very likely (which I am not always I hope) lol

This isn't an excuse of course but I think when someone is hateful or cruel without reason we have a natural aversion or disgust for them but like in the case of Lope De Aguirre it makes sense in context. History is the great illuminator.
 
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