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It's uncommon where I live, too. I'm shocked when I run into someone else that looks like they lift, lol.

The nearest one to me is like two hours, but the website has free shipping I think for everything. Also, little known fact GNC will price match competitors prices if you show them what they are. I've done this when I couldn't wait for shipping.

exactly haha :D ohh and nope I didn't know that! thanks for letting me know
 
Day 8 (of new split)
April/10/17
Protein= 170g
10mg var, 10mcgclen
Workout=
Lower Power:
Low bar back squat 3-4x3-5 [125, 125, 125, 125]
Sumo deadlift 3-4x3-5 [190]
Glute bridges 4x6-10 [125]
Leg press 3-5x10-15 [320, 360, 360, 360, 360]
Leg curl 3-4x6-10 [65, 65, 65, 65]
& 15 min HIIT cardio

Notes:

Bought fat free cottage cheese today. Probably going to try it tomorrow with cucumber and chicken. Any recipes/suggestions are welcome :)

Oh and looked for yohimbine but the only one there was "yohimbe bark" and not what would be ideal. Will probably just wait on it for now, get yohimbine hcl. The bottle of the bark said it was for treating erectile disfunction and unleashing male sexual energy or something lol, meant to use it for fasted cardio though haha.

Feels so weird when I see guys outside of the gym who so obviously lift. I'm sure a lot of guys lift and workout but its not so common to see really jacked guys (or women)...at least where I live. Anyone else feel like this lol. Just a random guy at the grocery store, but he was huge, nice shoulders and chest. That's all I could really see bc the muscles were kinda ripping through this too tight shirt.

I like cottage cheese because it can go savory or sweet. If I want something sweet I mix 1/2 cup with 2 packs equal and flavor god's chocolate donut or gingerbread (zero macros).
 
Day 9 (of new split)
April/11/17
Protein= 170g
10mg var, 10mcgclen
Workout=
Just cardio/abs today

Notes:
This is how I tried the cottage cheese today with cucumber and chicken but going to try it sweet next time :)
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New leggings :)
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Got my first mmr vaccine today and was asking like "so what size needle is it?" "is it intramuscular or subcutaneous" "do you think the 1inch needle is big enough for me" "so what size needle did you use to draw it up" and nurse was like ?!!?!? I just want to be prepared for my future primo cycle lol gotta research as much as I can. I wish I had friends that knew about all this :/ feel so alone sometimes
 
Day 9 (of new split)
April/11/17
Protein= 170g
10mg var, 10mcgclen
Workout=
Just cardio/abs today

Notes:
This is how I tried the cottage cheese today with cucumber and chicken but going to try it sweet next time :)
cn5z8DQ.jpg


New leggings :)
lrcIzON.jpg

yqbiFFB.jpg


Got my first mmr vaccine today and was asking like "so what size needle is it?" "is it intramuscular or subcutaneous" "do you think the 1inch needle is big enough for me" "so what size needle did you use to draw it up" and nurse was like ?!!?!? I just want to be prepared for my future primo cycle lol gotta research as much as I can. I wish I had friends that knew about all this :/ feel so alone sometimes
1" 25g or 1" 27g will be plenty for you. Pin your delts will probably be easiest cause you aren't pushing much oil at all I'd go 27g it may be difficult to plunge but it will be 100% painless and quick non the less. Gym sharks great.... unless you're a guy the fucking models have no legs for guys so I can't even get their shorts on in my size
 
1" 25g or 1" 27g will be plenty for you. Pin your delts will probably be easiest cause you aren't pushing much oil at all I'd go 27g it may be difficult to plunge but it will be 100% painless and quick non the less. Gym sharks great.... unless you're a guy the fucking models have no legs for guys so I can't even get their shorts on in my size

Lmao haha :D there are actuallly guys at my gym who wear leggings lol. It's so odd. I love these leggings tho I wanted the blue ones too but they sold out :/

And thanks!! Yup the injection today was in my delt it's still sore. I think I can do it on my own though. I'll go with 1" 27g and 21g to draw :)
 
You're not alone, you've got us. You can learn everything you need right here at Meso. There's a wealth of knowledge here and plenty of awesome people.

I know the feeling though. I live in a rural area and nobody else is passionate about powerlifting and I only know a couple that run gear around here. Didn't know anyone that did when I first started in 2015. It's one of the things that makes this place great is being able to interact with like minded people.
 
You're not alone, you've got us. You can learn everything you need right here at Meso. There's a wealth of knowledge here and plenty of awesome people.

I know the feeling though. I live in a rural area and nobody else is passionate about powerlifting and I only know a couple that run gear around here. Didn't know anyone that did when I first started in 2015. It's one of the things that makes this place great is being able to interact with like minded people.

I feel you, and agree that it helps to be here a lot. Have learned a lot and still lots more to learn :)

Do you work out at home or at the gym? My gym in the middle of the day has some guys who obviously use. A pretty well-known "insta famous" powerlifter too lol.

But still, it's not like you can just go up to them and say hi! I wouldn't even know what to say lol. Its always groups of guys together anyway, I only say anything if they talk to me first or I ask for a spot or something. I'm just a random person at the gym, nobody would ever guess I'm on a cycle from how I look and my strength isn't really impressive either yet. But whatever right!!!
 
I feel you, and agree that it helps to be here a lot. Have learned a lot and still lots more to learn :)

Do you work out at home or at the gym? My gym in the middle of the day has some guys who obviously use. A pretty well-known "insta famous" powerlifter too lol.

But still, it's not like you can just go up to them and say hi! I wouldn't even know what to say lol. Its always groups of guys together anyway, I only say anything if they talk to me first or I ask for a spot or something. I'm just a random person at the gym, nobody would ever guess I'm on a cycle from how I look and my strength isn't really impressive either yet. But whatever right!!!

I go to a gym. The only gym in town actually. It's mostly old people and high school kids. The vast majority you wouldn't know they lifted if you saw them somewhere else. There's a few guys that actually do bodybuilding shows and one guy that does strongman. They're obviously on and surely know I am, but we've never talked about it.

It wasn't obvious I was on for my first cycle either. I was coming from being a fat, natty powerlifter, lol.
 
Got my first mmr vaccine today and was asking like "so what size needle is it?" "is it intramuscular or subcutaneous"

I got a flu shot last year, which was in a slin pin if I recall correctly... The nurse came in and said which arm? I stood up and said which one, she said, "oh you're going to stand?" I said, "yeah, why?" "Well, you're a big guy and I don't want you to pass out and fall."

I laughed, "don't worry, I'm fine with needles."

I said something similar to the guy giving me a cortisone shot in my knee... Turns out, I'm much less fine with with an 18ga needle going directly into my knee joint.
 
I go to a gym. The only gym in town actually. It's mostly old people and high school kids. The vast majority you wouldn't know they lifted if you saw them somewhere else. There's a few guys that actually do bodybuilding shows and one guy that does strongman. They're obviously on and surely know I am, but we've never talked about it.

It wasn't obvious I was on for my first cycle either. I was coming from being a fat, natty powerlifter, lol.

oohh ok, I didn't know that :) I guess someday I will look like I actually lift too lmao

Yup same, a lot of high school kids at mine. The morning is all old guys but they're pretty friendly :) The women mostly do yoga and pilates type stuff...and cardio
 
I got a flu shot last year, which was in a slin pin if I recall correctly... The nurse came in and said which arm? I stood up and said which one, she said, "oh you're going to stand?" I said, "yeah, why?" "Well, you're a big guy and I don't want you to pass out and fall."

I laughed, "don't worry, I'm fine with needles."

I said something similar to the guy giving me a cortisone shot in my knee... Turns out, I'm much less fine with with an 18ga needle going directly into my knee joint.

Actually lol'ed at the "don't want you to pass out and fall" haha

18' ?!?!! It hurts just reading that lol

I read some people don't change the needle after they draw, I'm not ever doing that.
 
18' ?!?!! It hurts just reading that lol

I have used 18's for drawing before... Never thought I'd have to get stabbed with one. I'm just guessing it was an 18 from looking at it, I know guys that had to get pinned with larger ones.

I read some people don't change the needle after they draw, I'm not ever doing that.

I very rarely use a drawing pin.
 
oohh ok, I didn't know that :) I guess someday I will look like I actually lift too lmao

Yup same, a lot of high school kids at mine. The morning is all old guys but they're pretty friendly :) The women mostly do yoga and pilates type stuff...and cardio

lol, don't worry, you look great already. I'd say you'll notice some pretty significant changes before you're done with the var, too.

The old guys here are very friendly to the young women, lol. I guess they're harmless.
 
same, I just don't understand why they wear them lol

and thanks :)
I was wearing leggings today :oops: this is embarrassing. Just so comfy!
I have used 18's for drawing before... Never thought I'd have to get stabbed with one. I'm just guessing it was an 18 from looking at it, I know guys that had to get pinned with larger ones.



I very rarely use a drawing pin.

Rofl my first cycle I did a prop 200mg/ml and pinned with a 1.5" 18g needle in the ventroglute, I kept telling myself no pain no gain but damn did I ever feel good once I started using a 22g to pin with felt like a small prick in comparison to the harpoon I was jabbing in
 
Rofl my first cycle I did a prop 200mg/ml and pinned with a 1.5" 18g needle in the ventroglute, I kept telling myself no pain no gain but damn did I ever feel good once I started using a 22g to pin with felt like a small prick in comparison to the harpoon I was jabbing in

Lol Dude... You're could have just cut yourself open with a razor and poured the gear in! Poor ventro must have looked like Swiss cheese.

At least the oil must have went in quick as hell, lol. Biggest I've ever used is a 25ga!
 
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