Forever, was reading through this entire post and found this. I think you have described me here. You wrote this a few years ago, but it's very insightful. I was a damn horndog sex addict in my 20's-30's. I could go all day, most any day on the drop of a hat. That "itch" was always there and feeding it became an addiction. I mastered the art of picking up women and sexing them. Many remain friends to this day. I remained this way until about the age of 40 and noticed a slight slowing, but figured it was just a lifestyle change back then. (not working out, not really taking care of myself) but I could still have regular sex, with the occasional ED issue, lower performance, etc. From 40-42, my libido died, erection were sporadic, I began using viagra, Levitra and cialis, often times all of them at once. Worked sometimes, not always. Was having sex for the girls, not myself. Having sex out of, "this is what I do, it's my habit" not really enjoying it. And that is what has lead me here today at 46. All labs normal, (you read my other post here) T at 500-ish, E at 15-ish, etc etc. Very low sex drive. I really would like to know what is out there that can bump T besides clomid or hcg, that will not kill sex drive and might even increase it. I long for the days of wanting sex and with a boner that came with just thinking about it.