I have no kids so it's really just me. One of my exes had a 5yo daughter and I raised her like she was my own. I still stop by occasionally to give her some gifts and take her to the park. Her mom still lives where we used to live together in the worst projects in the city of Bridgeport, CT. Were talking ak-47 rifle fire on New Years right outside our bedroom window and police procedure is to never enter the gates at the entrance without at least one officer as backup. I saw more drugs shot up in one week only on balconies out in the open than I have in any part of NYC in a 6month span and I've seen the worst NYC has to offer. I've seen kids beaten so bad by their own flesh and blood that the extended family had to take them off life support after the parents were convicted. I've seen a father smash every finger and toe on his young son's hands and feet bc he got caught stealing a car. It wasn't the theft that pissed the father off it was the fact the kid got caught and the father had to put his needle down and pick up his son from the precinct. My ex was raped repeatedly by her step father and step brother together (yea the father had his son lose his virgintiy by raping my ex and the mother never believed a word of it. I've seen a dad pimp out his own daughter to support his habits. I had my best friend get shot and killed over a fake gold chain. I've seen a 13yo girl sell oxy's and pussy in a middle school bathroom to other middle schoolers. I've watched my own ass get best for being middle eastern in a post 9/11 world bc rich parents at some catholic prep HS didn't know or couldn't be bothered to raise their kids. I watched my sister come home from school crying everyday for months for the same reason. I spent a night in jail for beating the shit out of someone who was kicking his pregnant girl with steel toes until the woman was able to verify my side of the story. I can keep going, we're just scratching the tip of the iceberg here but
My point is this:
I've seen Fucked up shit that nobody should have to see let alone realize that this kind of shit actually happens in real life. Real recognizes real Ozzy and when I tell you making a stable home for your daughter is the single most important thing you can do for her no matter what.... I mean that. You've already given her a head start on a productive and happy future. I've seen too many kids never get a chance in life and it's not even bc of shit they did. It's what the people that bred them did. I can't even call some of these sick fucks parents. The words just won't come out my mouth. You can't pay me enough to call these ppl parents. I truly believe many of our problems are bc parents no longer RAISE their kids but babysit them while others raise the kids for them. And these others aren't limited to schools and shit. It's the ppl they meet on the street, gangs, etc.
So while I have no kids and like to have fun when I'm single, I'd give it up in a heart beat to be a good father to either my own future children or ones I would adopt. The satisfaction of being a GOOD parent cannot be measured in the amount or quality of pussy one gets. I don't say that to get fucking likes on an Internet forum. I say this bc I just heard from a friend from back in the projects that another kid was hospitalized when his dope addicted mother put out cigarettes all over his body.
I apologize for making this thread take a turn for the worse but fuck man, I'm so sick and tired of hearing these stories and I needed an outlet to vent. Just fucking sick and tired of the BS
New member going through the threads of coarse this caught my attention! Lol so What better way to say hi to the meso community than to share!
